hi ppl.. im back from the malaysia trip.. wat can i sae about it? hmm.. it's enjoyable, refreshing and the experience was as good as usual.. haha.. this might be quite a boring post for u.. just a re-cap of wat happened..

went into malaysia on fri night, had dinner at a zi char store b4 proceeding back to my grandparents place.. it was about 2hrs journey back to the kampung which is somewhere inside johor.. in the town call kluang and it's a kampung within kluang call kahang! it's definitely one of my favourite place! we reached the place at ard 12 midnight.. my grandparents were still waiting for us and my cousins were awaitin for us to! haha.

not all the cousins were present this time for qing ming.. but my good buddies cum cousins were there.. haha.. one of them is of the same age as me and the other is younger.. which is y we often clique together whenever we go back to visit our grandparents.. it's my mother's side family.. my lil bro will go mix wif the other cousins who are around his age.. im the eldest in the ranking of cousins in the family and my youngest cousins have not even reach the age of 1 yr old.. makes me feel so old.. by the time i get married and huv kids, i think these cousins are only in their teenage yrs.. hopefully by then we'll still be in contact.. our only contact is only when we go back for festive seasons and becuz im living in singapore, it makes it quite hard to meet up wif my aunts and cousins who are living in johor(nearer to singapore part)..

ok.. back to fri.. my two cousins and i took one of the rooms available and we started chattin through the night! haha.. actually it's only me and the cousin hu's of the same age as me.. jing yi. her sister jing ai is more quiet and well, im more closer to jing yi lor.. haha.. we talked about how life was goin for us and both of them have boyfriends.. in between when we were talkin, u can expect the phone to ring or msg ringtone once every few minutes.. not tt i mind but hmm.. ok.. nvm.. we were suppose to be aslp as we are suppose to be awake by 6am.. haha.. both me and jing yi only fell asleep at ard 2+am.. haha.. i was the latest to slp and the earliest to wake up.. cuz i dun wanna create a jam for the toilet.. haha. considerate rite. =p..

we reached the cemetry at abt 7+am and went to my great great grandfather's grave first.. i was told alot of stories of my ancestors and they were interesting.. and it was told tt actually this grave is already empty.. it was being moved from another grave to the grave in this kampung.. we did all the necessary prayings and offerings were made.. it was quite interesting.. very diff from the experience we have in singapore.. thn, we proceeded to the grave of my great-grandparents... we had to clear the grave from weeds and zha cao.. and the same continued.. oh.. and there was oso this prayin whereby my grandfather threw two coins to ask if the food can be removed or sth like tt.. it was quite interestin to see this being done.. and, with so many 'gamblers' among the family.. we decided to ask for numbers! haha! in order, my grandfather was first, followed by his brother, thn my grandma and my granduncle's wife.. well.. the number did open.. but the first and second number was interchanged.... hmm..haiz...

for the rest of the day, went for breakfast, slack ard, i went to take a nap.. haha.. really cannot take it... was damn tired.. haha.. jing yi came in thrice to disturb me.. it was rainin and it was so good to slp.. and in the end.. i woke up... wanted to go motorbiking.. but my lil bro and his clique took all the bikes available and none was left for us.. so.. didn get to fulfil this part which i wanted to.. haiz.. nvm.. i can do it next time.. it was quite relaxin stayin the house and chat..

and i ate alot! haha.. and shitted alot too.. tt's y my stomach had so much room for more.. =p.. ate the famous toast too.. but didn get to eat the roti prata in the mornin.. nvm.. for dinner, it was my grandma's special and delicious cookin! i really love her cookin and her soup! im always lookin forward for the home cooked dishes whenever i go back.. haha.. after tt, nth much really happened.. just more talkings and craps and photo takin wif my cousin..she bought a new phone recently.. n70.. hmm..

today, there's no children choir pract.. im sort of quite upset about it.. huv been lookin forward for it all mth.. haiz.. nvm.. but i guess there's still children choir singing next week..

i think im huvin a split personality too.. haiz... im still searching.. for love, care, trust..etc.. and me.. the post is kinda gettin longer and i think i should be goin back to study..


~split personality.. happy. sad.~