sorry lilyn.. today no photo.. anyway.. i feel damn happy today!! y?? cuz i finally get to play hockey normally.. thks drea and abbe.. i really enjoy the hockey session today.. hee. well.. even though i felt quite inferior of my skills and ability to control the ball, u guys encouraged and taught me alot! haha! yeah... hope tt the next session more ppl can come! i didn noe so many RACE ppl play hockey.. hee!

anyway... i really did enjoy myself today.. had physio in the mornin.. it was expensive.. $24!?! anyway.. ya.. tried to study abit.. but to no avail.. im still damn happy of the hockey session just now.. drea had a game with vjc in the afternoon and she could still survive the session we had.. endurance damn good! haha.. i really hope tt im not being left out and i really wanna prove tt i can do it..

im sorry ppl.. i think im feelin worst nowadays.. my self-confidence is gradually losin and i dunno how to find it back.. as much as i hate to put up false front, i cant find myself.. im still seekin ok. certain values and principles i still hold on.. and i'll try my best in search of me..

im still waitin for reply.. but i dun think i'll get it.. im always into it and realise im a fool of it.. i always tell myself not to let history repeat itself but it always do.. haiz.. anyway.. im gonna take a rest now.. bye..


~still searching.. and waiting..~