good mornin to all! today is the last day of 2005! well.. for the past few days.. had been tryin to do some work..manage to complete some of the chem.. hee.. tried to change the template but my connection suddenly d/c.. shit lor... now abit lazy to link ppl.. hehe..

yesterday.. it was the canoeing team's chalet at pasir ris.. oh my goodness! it was kinda pathetic la.. only 8 turn up.. thn had lunch at BK.. after tt.. 5 went to play x-box for few hours and the other 3 went to gossip.. haha.. me siying and meng yean!! haha.. had fun gossipin.. hee.. ard 7 plus.. 5 more joined us.. the seniors this time.. haha.. then.. junjie joined us even later.. so total got 14 ppl at the chalet!! lol.. how many stayin?? only 8!! okok.. damn funny la.. played a few rounds of bridge and slack ard till 10 thn went home.. the journey home takes ard 1hr plus.. on the mrt.. a guy came into the mrt and he somehow looks familiar.. he has a build of either a canoeist or dragon boater and i think he finds us familiar too!! it was damn funny lor.. when he was alightin.. he actually come to our cabin from the other cabin just to make sure tt he noes us.. haha.. the situation was so weird and funny lor.. by the way he's our first canoeing captain..

however.. it was so suay lor.. reached cck ard 11 plus.. and.. no more bus liao.. haiz.. had to take cab home.. and there was extra charge lor.. make my heart pump so fast.. whenever the meter jumps.. my heart jumps too!

okok.. now.. let me do a re-cap of wat i've done this yr..

hmm...

in the beginnin of the yr.. well.. it was all fun becuz it's the first three mths period.. hee.. met great ppl in my og and my pae ct class.. s06! met fantastic ppl there and really enjoyed tt period of time.. pon sch just to go for camps!! haha.. tt was my favourite part.. met even more fantastic and fun ppl while doin camps and it brought the few of us.. gene drea lichong jianwei crystal shannon me and a few more, closer and noe each other better... our friendship is really all thks to RACE.. hee.. i've ventured on to sth new too.. joinin canoeing.. it's the best part of my life really..

first three mths over and it's time to start real study.. i think i was too commited in canoein tt i've not been doin well in my studies.. not tt i blame canoein for tt.. but i blame myself for not workin harder.. i did studied but i think i was not puttin much more effort to it tt's y i had to re-exam.. hee.. but anyway.. i managed to pass it and im promoted.. however.. it was durin this period in canoein tt i really noe more of myself.. i realised how determine i am and my endurance level... canoein really taught me alot.. made real good frens.. mengyean and siying.. went for my first ever competition wif meng yean and the experience was wonderful..our 'go, 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10..' really scared ppl off.. haha.. even now we've split up and she's wif irene.. i wish her all the best in this comin yr that she'll perform even better.. i noe she can do it.. and jia yous and more jia yous..

in this whole yr.. im really happy and proud to be in canoein..knowin many more great frens and noe more of myself.. went for camp and met new ppl once again and to all camp-instructors, u guys are great!! we rock!!! when canoein was meetin the tide to be closed down.. and my dad forbided me to go for trgs.. i think i've traded canoein for camps.. i dun regret my choice but it's sth which i'll reflect on.. i enjoy doin camps as much as canoein but.. i've made my choice.. hee..

for my church.. im really great to be able to serve the 10.30am choir every sunday with my flute.. even though i've to return the flute back to the sch.. i'll try to continue my service in other ways.. i am also very happy tt a children's choir has finally set up!! haha.. even though on our debut, there were less than 20 kids.. but the response was good.. i cant wait for the next mass to come.. the kids.. they are so simple and blessed.. hee.. it's wonderful to be a child.. haha.. the next mass will be on the 15th jan and hopefully more children and youths will turn up..

i've been thinkin alot and reflectin of what i've been doin in this whole yr and it comes to a point when i want to change certain ways i do things and the way i make my choices.. anyway till now.. a very HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.. and may u be wif ur loved ones happily together..


~it's the time when you really reflect and think of what you have been doing..~