well.. nth much actually.. rotted at home yesterday after church.. was conductin a children choir.. ended up usin camp method to gather their focus.. watched the show 'full house romance' for whole day and well.. realised tt my eyelid got sth like pimple.. very pain..

today.. intended to rot till night actually but then was saved by abbe, drea, hafiz and ali as we went out for dinner.. very long nvr meet them up le so the feelin was great! crapped ard, caught attention from diners and showed them my smses.. they were oso shocked bout it.. hmm can i phrase it like this.. hmm..

anyway.. this *secret* isn't tt secretive anymore and im feelin more negative of it.. well.. if it doesn work out well.. hmm.. i'll just move on wif life lor.. if it works out.. i dun mind tryin la.. but then.. we'll see how lor.. just tt this holiday gettin more and more borin.. haiz..

hope to get pay on wed.. wif drea and hafiz.. hopefully la..

i think and feel tt im cursed for relationships.. i almost get into one everytime but then until now still huv not been into one.. haha! maybe it's because im not sure and dunno wat i really wan so i'll tend to be more wavy..

im really sorry to all those whom my actions or words might huv hurt them or changed them.. if there's anything i can repay or help.. pls come directly to me.. i really dun like to beat around the bush and will like to be more down to earth.. hmm..


~being down to earth might make things easier to be done but it'll also affect alot of people indirectly..~