im back if u'r missin me.. anyway i'd seen one of the best things in the world today.. to me la.. it's sunrays..
on the journey to balestier for tuition, i saw the beautiful sunrays shining through the dense trees.. it is very pretty and astonishing..

met the principal on wed.. well.. as usual bah.. anyway.. was quite shocked when i was told tt im almost being given up by the school.. how can the school give up on students.. not tt im not worthy.. just tt i haven prove my worth.. just tt my results doesn reflect how much i study.. it does not mean tt i dun study.. it's just tt well.. i dunno la... very frustrating..

the week went past very fast.. still got 39 days to prelims and 95 days to 'A' levels.. jia you to everyone.. nth much to blog la.. oh well.. this mornin.. went through straight 3hrs of math tuition.. now studyin at ngee ann.. studious right... kk... really nth much le.. bye..


~your attitude determines your attitude..~

well.. it's sunday and there's children choir today.. surprisingly, it went quite well.. as compared to the previous months.. was commended by an retired-teacher.. he is very interesting.. and his comments are very much appreciated.. thank you very much..

i finally got to see tt tan guy again in church.. haha.. ok.. nvm.. well.. still got 47 more days to go for the prelims.. very scared.. haiz..

yesterday's trip to mediacorp was ermm.. not as fun as superband de.. went there supposedly to support ngee ann.. but end up supportin the grp wif volunteers and deaf association.. quite ok la.. their way of clappin is wavin both hands and it's quite interestin.. catch me on tv on 8th of august.. ch8.. 8pm.. :p..

got to noe some juicy news of my sec sch mates oso.. haha.. reportedly, one of them is attached... congrats ah!..

ok.. nth much le.. will be doin some work soon.. and bbq in the night.. haha.. bye..


~as always, history always repeats for me..~

hilo!! ok.. as usual nth much.. just put up the counter.. haha.. think quite fun la.. anyway.. took our class photo this week.. quite fun la.. hehe.. but abit sad.. cus this yr not wearin blazer.. haiz..

writin my own testimonial just now.. for cca de.. haiz.. huv to write sth nice about myself lor.. haha.. will be gg to mediacorp tml again to watch the bian bian bian show.. haha.. i think la.. should be confirm liao.. think they gg to play soccer first.. so time not quite decided yet..

hmm.. anyway.. saved $25 this week.. but just spent it on a pair of shorts and a pyjamas.. :p.. hee..

children choir will be this week.. was changed and insisted to this week.. made me missed the pract on sunday.. haiz.. wanted to go through a lot this week initially.. but my plans had been distrupted... haiz.. k la.. now tryin to put in music.. go searchin liao.. bye..


~enjoy being tracked..~

well.. congrats to the canoeist! really!! congratulations!! really happy for u guys.. ONG MENG YEAN!! congrats!! the girls team really did the school proud.. the guys too! happy for u ppl.. jia you for all the j1s this yr..

ermm.. just came home.. nth much.. will do some work later.. k.. bye..


~you have fulfilled your dreams..~

ok.. for the past few days.. very tired.. haiz.. results not good.. but... started to study even harder.. so hopefully will get some reward.. it's canoeing inter-school competition this past few days.. wanted to go support but durin school time so.. nvr.. today's the final.. congrats to pjc for so many finalist!!! yeah!! very happy for them!i haven get the results.. but i think we'll get a few gold medals ba.. haha.. got meng yean leh!! woohoo~~

takin a break now from my math work.. doin vectors and differential equation.. but.. still not sure of vectors.. very confusing leh.. so my dear cousin.. if u'r readin this update.. u should get some hint la hor..

went straight home after school everyday for the past few days cuz everybody saving money so nvr go out to eat.. all studyin oso.. so nvr go out play.. hee.. so guai right.. still got 60 days to prelims.. it's really a few days only.. very scared.. stress!!

assembly talk today was about stress management.. abit crap la.. but was ok.. have to go to the portal soon to do some admin.. about the cca thing.. dunno wat remarks to write.. teachers will be vettin through again so i dun see y they should just write it for us straight.. haiz..today basically need not go sch at all.. because there's no lesson for me.. mr tan went for course and there's only his lessons today.. so.. got a 2.5 hrs break since sch starts and assembly for 2hrs thn home! only come sch for assembly.. :p.. kk.. nth to blog le.. bye.


~just hate it.~

well.. didn go kayaking yesterday.. plan was cancelled.. end up stayin at home for the whole day.. watched the soccer finals at night.. now very tired..

anyway, i got back my results for mid-yr.. it's very demoralising.. especially for my math.. i was expectin tt i could get at least a D or C.. i got F instead.. haiz.. i failed my bio chem and gp too.. i called my mom after sch and i half expected wat she was goin to tell me.. 'see la.. fail again.. how to tell ur father? i dunno ah..'... why cant my parents understand me.. it's not as if i nvr study at all.. when i was studyin.. they witnessed it.. and now after gettin the result.. they start puttin pressure on me even though they sae tt they are not.. i feel damn tired of it.. not because i nvr slp.. im just so exhausted by wat really is happenin.. im rather disappointed by my parents.. they sae one way but do another.. it's very heart-breaking for ur parents not supporting u.. i've been gettin alot of comments by ppl and all i need from my parents is comfort..not more demoralising comments..

i'll nvr be able to get across this msg to them.. nvr.. i've tried many times.. worst still.. i've already told them the result.. they'll also use financial means to threaten me to do things.. 'na li you tian li ah!'.. i dun wanna see the principal too.. it's seriously a waste of time.. it's just a meetin to confirm wat the sch already planned for me and i dun see a point of meetin her.. it's seriously just gettin a dressin down from her.. and me breakin down.. it's like common test saga all over again.. just tt this time no hockey for them to put at stake.. im just so tired of it la.. i've put in so much effort.. and i dun get to see the result.. wats worst.. the school's not seein any result=im not puttin in effort.. come on la teachers.. PLS WAKE UP UR IDEA if u guys are readin.. not gettin results doesn mean not puttin enough effort ok..

really sian.


~i don't want to see the principal..~

ok.. had my last paper today.. mix feelings.. hmm.. not doin my tuition work.. haha.. sian la.. feel like slpin.. durin the paper this mornin, i completed within 45 min... and i had 30min more to slp.. didn really slp la.. rest only.. went to malaysia last night to collect my specs.. and went for foot reflexology.. very shiok.. but very tired.. came home at ard 12 plus midnight..

went to libei's place after paper today and watched the korean show act of seduction.. very nice.. haha.. very funny.. might be gg to east coast this sunday if my dad allows.. haha.. most prob can de la.. haha.. ok.. tryin to put the pics.. arrangement not nice nvm la.. hee..


~wanting not to be disturbed and enjoy the peace and laziness..~

ok.. back from sch le.. haha.. didn do much.. well.. realise tt sch will be startin late on monday due to the soccer finals! shiok ah!!! yeah.. ermm.. only delay 1 hr.. but nvm.. oso good.. haha.. it's smart and casual day oso i think.. haha.. good la! sch is openin the lt4 for ppl to slpover to watch the soccer match on sunday night..

ok.. some photos from last week's tuan quan's bdae celebration.. my connection abit lousy so will upload the photo in the next post.. bye..


~dreaming..~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!!

hee.. will be gg to sch soon for the hockey election of new committee and joce's bdae celebration..

finally finished watching the show 'er mo zai sheng bian' aka devil beside you yesterday.. it's a nice show! :).. i couldn resist watchin it even i wanted to wait till after my 'A's.. thn buy the vcd.. haha.. but since i've watched, im thinkin if i would buy it.. haha.. i'll buy the 'er zuo ju zhi wen' first ba.. provided im not watchin it from you-tube.. hee.. will see how la.. oso not much time to watch le..

went to sentosa on monday wif my cousins and their china friend.. haha.. went to play the luge.. yeah!! it was rather fun.. but very short.. haha.. thn wanted to go for the 4d ride.. but too expensive.. so went for 3d one instead.. cinemania.. not very fun.. so abit waste of money.. just went in to shout.. :p.. after tt, we went for dinner at sakae sushi! hee.. ate quite alot ba.. the money we spent i guess was also quite huge.. thn.. it's home.. cuz we only went to sentosa at ard 5+pm.. so not much time to play..

tml's vincent's march out.. yeah!!! will be gg to watch him march out in the evening.. hehe.. but will huv to study for the bio mcq paper either today or tml mornin cuz my bio paper 1 is on fri.. haha.. well.. this 'holiday' gonna end soon.. didn get to go out wif p and c even after we've sought of planned.. haha.. nvm la.. will huv time next time after this yr.. haiz.. faster end la.. i cant wait.. i wanna go japan in dec!! pls.. someone.. pls bring me there.. i think my cousin will get the hint.. muahaha.. tt cousin hu's doin her psle this yr.. yes you!! haha.. kk.. gtg out le.. bye!!


~was dreaming about devil beside you for the whole night..~

anyway.. now for some updates.. haha.. went for tuan quan's bdae celebration on fri.. after our chem paper in the mornin.. went for lunch at yuki yaki.. at marina square.. it's buffet like.. can make on ice cream oso.. very fun.. cant upload the photos.. so pls got to my class blog and u'll see pat's post there!! very funny.. haha.. anyway.. mid-yrs almost done.. left wif bio paper 1 only.. mcq.. haha.. today is youth day and next 3 days no sch cuz no paper.. haha.. my cousin debbie has a china exchange student stayin wif her and we're gg to go out play today!!! muahaha!!

went to watch superman yesterday.. not bad la.. haha.. debbie is so lucky tt her sch has such a programme.. she'll be gg to this china girl's house in september when she goes to china for the exchange programme.. last yr.. her bro, daryl oso participated in this programme and brought a china boy home.. haha.. time really flies.. haha..

everybody has been sayin tt im becomin very fat.. haiz.. i noe la.. i tryin ok.. i just hate it when everyone keep tellin me to go on diet.. i'll do it myself.. i dun need u ppl to remind me constantly.. all the remarks are very insultin.. even though i dun quite mind but a person's patient is limited.. dun push too far.. kk..

might be gg to sentosa later to play the luge wif my cousins.. haha.. cuz bringin the china gal go play.. her name very nice.. qing ran.. hehe.. k la.. 3 post at a goal.. not bad le.. gtg.. bye..


~trying to feel fulfilling.,,~

ok.. i noe the arrangement of photos very weird.. anyway.. some overdue photos we took when we went to watch 'Cars'.. some funny photos.. haha... first is pat wif her new bf.. haha.. my bro!! no la.. jokin nia.. then the pjc!! woohoo~~ some crazy photos of me and pat in bus.. haha..

helo.. just change the blogskin and here's some photo on my bdae celebration.. haha..