Soaring for freedom

moved!

2009-02-25T19:51:00.002+11:00

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~the last word..~

:)

2009-02-21T04:39:00.002+11:00

friday night was fun :)
if it was going to be the last time to happen.. im still glad that it happened..
whatever's gonna happen next.. i'll just take whatever's in my stride..
i'm happy and fine with whatever i huv now and i'm fine for it to stay this way..
i shall not expect too much from it and neither should i think anymore about it..

i shall just leave the night as it is :)

~a night for the memories..~

random..

2009-02-19T00:44:00.002+11:00

ermm... dunno wat to blog.. but thought tt must write sth.. so here goes..

valentine's this yr was home again for me... as usual.. :p life just passed by like tt.. nth much this whole week.. huv been hangin ard wif my parents for the whole week.. buyin stuff, shoppin alone, lookin for stuff.. going back in a weeks time.. so fast!!

will be meetin up wif diff bunch of ppl in this few comin days.. and i've yet to pack my bags!!! i've alot to pack la! but hor.. still huv to wear clothes de ma.. so i oso dunno how to pack yet.. and... mon and tue will be meetin diff ppl.. like tt how to pack?! ok.. so sat and sun will be my packin days i think.. lookin forward to all the meetings! farawells actually.. lol..

huvin a mix of feelin actually.. hopefully everything will work out well as the day goes by.. lookin forward for fri, sat(nth on, packin day), sun(church day), mon, tue and thn wed.... hopefully all the meetings planned can be carried out as planned.. :p

alright.. watchin tv now... and i think whatever i've written so far is written in a blur blur mode.. ok.. bye..

~wondering if that was the only occurrence..~

happiness! and madness..

2009-02-14T04:11:00.003+11:00

today was a mad mad day!!

went out wif my parents in the mornin.. was suppose to go work out.. but end up eatin wif them cuz i was lazy to exercise and i realised i had alot of stuff to do... had to print photos, buy textbooks and meet up wif my pri sch frens!!!

went clementi bookstore to check out the prices for my textbook... if i bought my tb in aus.. it's gonna be damn expensive!! so decided to get it in spore... anyway.. i managed to save abit la... instead of payin over $100 per book.. managed to get both books at $94 and $64.. couldn get the law book though.. cuz here is spore ma.... anyway.. b4 i decided to get my books... i actually went to unisim to check out the bookstore there.. hopin tht the price would be lower than wat i could get at clementi.. but.... it was a stupid decision... cuz they dun even huv a single book that i need!!! so... i went all the way back to clementi to buy my books.... and i took BUS!!!! NO CAR!!! grr...

well.. after tt.. went home to wash up and got ready for my meet up at night!! was waiting for the car which arrived home late..... i should be glad tt i got to use right.. ok fine. anyway was supposed to pick my two dear pri sch frens at about 6.30pm.. but i only left my house at ard 6.40... went to pick karen up first and xinyi! and we were on our way to bugis!

it was massive jam all the way to kallang on PIE.. by the time we reached bugis.. was 7 plus gg to 8 already.. anyway.. went to get my laptop case first!! haha!! even though my laptop is only 13 inch... i got a 15 inch case cuz tt's the only size available... but i like the japanese style... thn... we decided to take NEOPRINTS!!!! hahaha!! so random...

karen wif her supposedly 'must-do' pose! haha!! we went crazy already la..
xinyi got so sad when karen put her arm over me.. hahah!!! so funny!!!

it's the black friday and our first time out tgt after like 9yrs of disappearance.. ok la.. my disappearance.. my first time meetin them.. :p

the normal us! smiles~

went to village after tt for the shopping session!!! there were some renovations gg on at bugis so some shops were closed.. they bought quite alot of clothes! haha! the only thing i got for the day was my laptop case! and im happy wif it!

most shops were about to close by the time we started shoppin but it was quite amazing the amount of stuff these two were able to get despite the time limit.. hahah! had supper cum dinner at a korean foodplace... not too bad! very filling.. haha.. damn full.. still feelin the effect.. :p ok.. i rubbished alot already so good bye!

have a great valentine's wif ur love ones! wat a random end... haha!

~the silent treatment..~

photos! cny last weekend!

2009-02-12T19:53:00.004+11:00

alright ppl! photos!! a few events happened over the weekends actually.. some photos!

at aunt julie's place! steamboat!!the steamboat which was filled wif lots of mushrooms!!shabu shabu!! haha!! my fav!!me and lyn!! haha!! the other photo i think was accidentally removed when i press backspace.. :p anyway.. it was kissing mania!! more at facebook!
my bro.. and his emo face...

the cake's not hers!!!! not her bdae lor...
it's his! happy birthday!
and it's seriously hard to cut...

next up was my grandpa's birthday celebration! all 10 of us! 1 to 10!

my god-grandparents! god-family!

me and darling as usual!

follow up! farawell wif the bballers! photos wif xi wen.. hehe.. only got a few.. me and nette! partner cum classmate cum labmate cum etc etc mate!!

smiles!!

last of all! me again! thankin all who had made my life so full and fun! i enjoyed my holiday!! cheers!

~another 2 weeks and i'm gone..~

food cravings!!

2009-02-11T14:51:00.003+11:00

woots~~ huv been eatin like mad recently.. wif the excuse of "i cant get this in melb!" hahaha!

had another steamboat on sat at my aunt's place.. alot of mushrooms!! haha! thn on sun, my grandpa's bdae celebration! seafood galore! pictures will be up soon.. i promise :) hehe..

went to old airport rd for the fish soup noodle.. but not open... so had my char kway teow instead! yummy! hehe.. wanted to go ice skate.. but decided to post pone it.. watched the curious case of benjamin buttons.. not too bad.. but the show was quite long.. near 3 hrs..

anyway.. satisfied my laksa and gelare cravings yesterday!! woohoo~ my bro drove us for katong laksa and gelare after tt despite being tired after work and swim.. haha!! really very satisfying!! will try to eat more nice food b4 i go back.. in 2 weeks time!!!! it's very fast lor.. holiday endin already... huv to go back to study.. haiz... anyway.. am lookin forward for the new life!

hopefully will get to noe more ppl and well.. more variety of ppl :) will be headin to get stationery later and lunch! thinkin of wat to eat now.. haha! huv fun everyone!!!

~ironic as it is.. i'm having holidays at home.. ~

random..

2009-02-06T18:03:00.002+11:00

hilo everyone.. dun really noe wat to post actually..

anyway lazy to put photos.. go fb see ok! haha! am using my new laptop now for the first post! so excited!! haha! actually i didn get to choose which lappy i wan.. my bro and parents went to choose for me.. well.. even if i had went there wif them.. i would noe nth and probably end up wif some lousy comp..

anyway.. im usin a fujitsu lifebook! s series! very light.. 1.9kg only.. haha!

went party world on wed wif my two cousins, xinglong and jit yew and wif amelia, del, shao and may! quite fun actually! hehe..

cny is almost over and well.. i've gain alot of weight durin the period.. hehe. ang pow money drop alot this yr.. recession la.. haiz.. had numerous sessions of steamboat.. gatherings.. abalone.. haha! quite fun actually!

anyway.. gg back to melbourne in ard 2 weeks++ time.. so fast..still got alot of ppl huv yet to meet yet i think they're too busy to meet me :( gg for ice skating trip this comin mon and there's justin's 21st bdae celebration on sun! haha! spend $$ like crazy lor.. haiz... ok la... dunno wat else to write already.. got too many stuff.. bye!

~it came rather surprisingly but i'm sure there's no other meaning in it..~

sun and sand~

2009-01-29T02:40:00.006+11:00

the first sentosa trip of the yr! as usual.. wif my dear.. had the whole afternoon for a tan but i dun think i became any darker.. :p it was a nice trip anyway.. had dinner wif jinyan after our tan too! anyway.. pics!

on the tram after our tanning session..camwhore session!!:)making our way to imbiah.. wanted to see flowers.. but then.. we were 2 days early for the flower festival.. :pnice view :) nice sun!i like takin photos of her walking.. haha!pretty flowers!pretty us!:)emo shot..see!! haha!water..merlion fountain!the flower preparation.. for valentine's i think..i like this shot :)*gulp*flowers..sun sun sun!!took this on our way home.. haha! we took 6 shots!! here's two which are considered better ones.. :p haha!

anyway.. nice meetin u jy!! ice-skating and kbox session soon!!

~move on move on move on!!!!!!!~

monash at timbre..

2009-01-29T02:34:00.003+11:00

some late photo updates..

we had dinner at waraku marina! my dinner!at timbre.. william, saritha and clarine! devesh, me and delfina!

all of us! including shao!

it was a great night! anyway.. just got back from malaysia for cny.. so many photos to upload!! haha! enjoy the photos yea.. :)

~i'm the foolish one..~

happy CNY!!

2009-01-26T02:40:00.002+11:00

woohoo~ 20min more to chinese new yr!

still feelin very full now after the reunion dinner.. had so much! got crab, lobster, big prawns, steamboat etc... lol. it's my 3rd reunion dinner so far.. i've so many photos to upload man!!

went tanning on thurs wif cecilia and had dinner wif jin yan! nice catch up!

had the first reunion dinner on fri.. nice food! ok la.. not tt bad. hehe..

woke up on sat by my mum.. went to 'bai' my ancestors.. my dad's grandparents.. lol.. went ard wif my parents the whole day to get food for the reunion dinner tonight and for tml's when ppl come visiting at my house.. went sheng shiong wif my mum.. it was soooo crowded!!! was very pek cek.. hate it when there's so many ppl.. the queue damn long la.. and we bought alot of stuff man.. haha.. i took watever i like too.. :p since my mum's payin! muahah!

went church tis mornin and was home preparing stuff.. made my choco tidbits!! damn nice one ok! haha! had the reunion dinner and some alcohol.. face became damn red.. haha.. no worries.. im not drunk.. cant wait for tml man!! so exciting!! got ang pows!!! woohoo~~ but travelling from one place to another just to bai nian abit leh ceh.. haha..

anyway.. 10 more min to bull yr! huv fun!!

~busy? it's chinese new year..~

all's well..

2009-01-21T14:18:00.002+11:00

just some updates..

alvina's bdae party ended last sat.. nice! happy birthday again gal! 21st!

cny preparation has begun in my house.. haha! we decor the place and it's one of a kind! haha! ok la.. it actually looks weird.. lol.. like some brothel.. :p but.. nono! it's not ok!

still bummin ard.. so.. nth much.. will be gg for shoppin later wif lyn for her new yr clothes.. will be meetin jy and dear tml for shoppin and dinner too!! woohoo~ long time no see jy!! haha! at least tis week will pass quite fast.. it's already wed!

reunion dinner for my family will be on fri! and another one on sun! and another one in msia! on tue i think.. haha! okok.. nth much already.. back to shows! will put photos up soon!

~friends will remain as friends..~

6 weeks..

2009-01-15T16:58:00.002+11:00

in less than 6 weeks time, i'll be going back to melbourne.. huvin mix feelings now..

life is still the same for me.. doin nth, jobless and the money in my bank is like the stock exchange.. gg down.. no up.. :(

anyway.. some quick updates.. nth exciting really happened.. ermm.. went timbre last week wif william, clarine, saritha, shao, del and devesh.. nice place :) bummin ard at home durin the weekends.. went bugis on mon wif pat.. got my new yr clothes :) plannin to go get two more skirts.. haha.. i really like it alot man! well.. was in msia on tue.. had breakfast in there, thn went for food tastin in spore.. at ah yat restaurant! tt's where my family's huvin our reunion dinner this yr!

there was a pre-departure talk on tht tue evenin too.. the SAM ppl had to be there.. me and saritha went so to meet them for supper :p it was so crowded la! so many ppl gg monash this yr.. anyway.. tt's about it.. im tryin to spice up my life but huv no idea how.. haiz.. so sian..

ok la.. huv to go make payments for my studies soon.. oh! and im meetin aylmer, amelia, del, saritha and shao again tml! gg for breakfast and thn some museum.. and there's alvina's 21st bdae party this sat! woohoo~ ok.. at least my life is not so bored for now :) ciao~

~how to stop myself from expecting.. is this the end?~

i want...

2009-01-08T01:11:00.002+11:00

hmm.. i've been thinkin.. i think i really wan an ipod..

i've decided, ipod classic, black.. anybody wanna sponsor me??!! i doubt.. :p
i'll just work my ass off for it..

~i'm hoping for some surprise.. but i doubt it'll come..~

the MAN day..

2009-01-08T00:49:00.002+11:00

well.. just a quick update.. (not tt i huv alot to update anyway.. since im bumming ard for practically everyday..)

went to st mary's for the 12.30pm mass on sun.. sudden decision to watch a movie so i texted my dear.. and she, was free! so.. after mass, went for lunch wif my bro and maid, send them home and i was on my way to pick her up!

to tell the truth, i wasn't in a happy mood tt day, was actually quite sad, tt's why wanted to go for some entertainment.. went to town in hope to catch a nice movie.. was at cine first tryin to get the tickets for 'yes man' but too bad.. they were sold out i think.. so we drove from heeren to plaza sing! wanted to go cathay cuz got discount ma.. but then.. decided not too as there was no time for us to chiong for the 4.30pm show.. i was still in the queue to the carpark at 4.10pm...

so.. we decided to head for gv.. was decidin between yes man and the duchess... she preferred yes man actually.. so when we realised tt both shows only offered lousy seats, we took yes man.. since it's gonna be the same.. hence.. we were buyin popcorns and makin our way to the cinema :)

it was quite a nice movie actually.. after tt, had our dinner at xin wang's cafe.. i was seriuosly damn full.. couldn finish my food at all.. thn, my bro called.. askin if i wanna watch movie.. since it was to be paid by my dad, of cuz said yes la!! so we went to lot 1 after dinner to buy the tickets.. haha! guess wat we watched??

it's IP MAN!!!! haha! i told u it was a MAN day.. lol! while waiting to go in, we spotted the neoprint machine.. so... we went to change coins and ta-da~ neoprint!! the last time we took was probably durin our jc days man.. haha! anyway.. enjoy our pretty faces!

~i'm going to try stop myself for painting the wonderful dreams and images..~

contradiction..

2009-01-05T19:22:00.003+11:00

as much as i keep ranting about not havin expectation and hope would not lead to pain, i guess i've subconsiously allowed myself to have a tiny bit of hope and expectation..

maybe tt's why i cant find peace in myself.. bah.

the pasture is always greener at the other side and there's a huge forest...

~i'd once find peace and moved on.. yet it had to come back and stir up everything all over again..~

adrenalin rush..

2009-01-04T00:05:00.002+11:00

hello everyone.. dunno why.. im feelin damn tired...

anyway.. it's 3rd of jan 2009! woke up this mornin filled wif adrenalin.. was preparin to set off for the zoo! wif a fren of mine...

the weather was not too bad today.. quite cooling and not tt sunny.. just nice.. didn take any photo though.. abit regretting.. well anyway.. all in all.. the zoo is kinda disappointing.. maybe im old already.. so.. it doesn seem to be tht fun as how it used to be when i was younger..

saw all the animals, watch 2 shows.. well.. tht sealion was the best part of the day! nth much i guess..

just hope tt the fren of mine enjoyed as much as i did.. it has been like 8-9yrs since i last saw this fren.. :p

well.. got home at ard 3pm... took my shower, slack ard and i hit the sack ard 5pm.. haha! slept till 7..

currently still waiting for job.. so aimless.. haiz.. i need money...

oh.. my aunt's weddin was not too bad.. yesterday had another bdae celebration.. dion's and aunt julie's.. had like 3 ice cream cakes!! nice food and there was the bowlin competition!! my team won!! haha! me, eugene, lyn and daryl! woohoo~

well.. i guess tht's about it.. im tired out by the adrenalin i guess..

~whatever's gonna happen will happen for a reason..~

No hope, no expectation, no pain.

2008-12-30T19:06:00.002+11:00

hi all! it's the new yr's eve's eve.. ok.. i noe tt's stupid.. anyway.. it's the last 2 days of 2008!!

hmm.. should i do a recap?? alright.. briefly sum up..

in the beginning of the yr, i was still a monash college student, waiting to do my 2nd semester exams.. after tt, was a frenzy of applying for monash uni.. the whole process was a torture! it was so not efficient and slow.. well.. blame it on both parts..

results were out and the application process started.. wanted to go back into relief teachin but i guess there was some communication breakdown and i ended up workin at NLS. the experience at nls wasnt tt bad.. i saw a diff type of education system and learnt how to appreciate more of wat i had. started workin ard mid feb.. was there for near 2 mths.. met diff ppl and learnt even more diff perspective. it was really a memorable experience. even though the pay wasnt tt good, well.. and i had to travel so far every mornin, i learnt new things.

a diff step i took durin this period was signing up for aikido classes! i've always wanted to do aikido and had nvr step forward to do it as it was freakin expensive! well.. i paid for 3 mths and i really did like mad durin my remainin time in spore.. i got my 6th kyu in just 2 mths! lol!

durin the stint at nls, was oso busy preparin for my trip to aussie.. time really flew by and in no time, we said our goodbyes to nls at the end of may..

in the beginnin of june, it was a frenzy.. buyin stuff, preparin myself, meetin up wif ppl, packing of bags.. well.. and of cuz, my farawell and birthday party.. it was oso considered as my early '21st' birthday as i wun be in spore in 2009 to celebrate my 21st..

got back into contact wif my pri sch frens and hola.. i invited them too, to my party.. it was really a great one as all my love ones were present and those who couldn make it, they sent me their regards :) it was oso a memorable birthday as i celebrated wif my bro!! it was actually held on his actual birthday.. haha! it has been soo long since we celebrated our birthdays together..

before long, i was gettin ready for my flight.. on the 23rd jun 2008, saritha and i was sent away by all our family members and friends.. i was fightin to keep my tears.. so determine not to let it drop but in the end, it rolled down... lol.. my stupid frens even bet on whether i would tear! haha! it was a change in my life i guess..

24th jun 2008, i started my new life in melbourne, aus.. i cant sae tt life has been smooth for us but all i can sae is God really took good care of us.. we met fantastic frens whom im sure would be frens for life.. learnt our lessons through our daily routines.. stayed over 6 places in melb!! 6 ok!!! it's crazy la... started sch.. experienced winter.. met flasher, met burglar... my life is crazy...

i had my fair share of fun too! royal melb show, tulip fest, singapore day, birthday celebrations wif frens, road trips, shoppings and eating!! all in all.. it's not tt bad afterall.. i've alot of freedom to do whatever i wan but at the same time, i huv yet to learn to break through the barrier i huv in me.. the barrier which makes me take a step back whenever i wanna step forward..

frens part.. i really really do love all my frens!! frens in spore and frens i've made in aus.. to my frens in spore, u guys really gave me alot of strength and courage whenever u listen to me rant and complain over the emails and msn.. it really meant alot to me.. just a simple email really brightens up my day.. and to all the frens whom i've made in aus, u guys rocks!!! being there for me and saritha when lousy things happen really gave us the strength and knowledge tt we'll always huv ppl to lean back on.. stupid things we do, studyin and muggin sessions, funny things we laugh.. haha! it was really great fun! i dun need frens to go clubbing or partyin wif.. im just thankful tht the frens i huv are ppl whom i noe i can trust and huv fun wif :)

of cuz, to my beloved parents, i doubt they'd read this but anyway, i love them alot! just tt i wouldn noe how to express it.. i'll change my attitude towards them and i'll pray that they'll understand what im really gg through and that i'll understand how they feel to.. to my bro, u're the best :) it says it all.. even though at times u're so annoying.. but i still do love u alot :)

after spendin 5mths in aus, here i am, back in spore, tryin to get in touch wif as many ppl as possible, from pri, sec, jc, college.. wherever i've met u.. hehe.. i huv to learn how to open myself up to.. even though i'd like to meet everyone, i'll still quite hold back as i'll still huv the thinkin tt ppl are judgin me.. im learnin hoe to ignore the judgment and be happy wif myself.. tt is when i can huv real happiness..

my holiday in spore so far has been great.. no stress no worries.. im learnin and huv realised tt in life, at certain time, it's better to huv no hope and no expectation so that there would not be any pain.. i guess this could apply to the love part of my life.. it seems kinda empty.. but i huv love everywhere to fill it so im not expecting any much for this part of my life.. as a 20 yr old kid, lady, gal.. whatever, i just wanna be happy and live life the way i wan it to be.

in this new yr, i wish for happiness and health for everyone i noe and care for and may the new yr be a great one ahead!

goodbye 2008 and hello 2009!!

~no hope, no expectation, no pain..~

2nd day of Christmas!

2008-12-26T12:52:00.003+11:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!

it's the 2nd day of christmas and finally i have the time to take a break.. :)

christmas eve was finally different for me this yr! went for the midnight mass as usual, thn... after droppin my lil bro home, i followed my old bro and his pri sch frens out! ok la.. part of the reason i was allowed to go was becuz i had to drive the car back... my bro wanted to drink.. so.. we headed for clark quay!

walkin ard to look for a place to drink took us near an hour b4 we settled on the yellow jello retro bar! it's not too bad.. the music and all.. just tt we reached there quite late.. was already near 3am.. most drinkin places closes at 4am.. so.. they ordered and drank.. and they went to dance..

0nly managed to reach home at ard 6am.. it was such a tiring drive to send everyone home!! i was the only more sober one.. got police check all over the places in spore..

anyway.. on CHRISTMAS DAY itself, got to slp in till 10am... thn had to get ready to go out.. my dad had to paint my aunt's place b4 she could rent it out.. ermm.. he got his workers to paint la.. he's too lazy to do it himself.. haha!

had katong laksa for lunch! thanks to my aunt! and.. hilarious things happened after the lunch.. my little cousin said:" My stomach can break the wall!" all of us were laughin like mad!! he did the action and i caught on my camera! he was so proud of himself!! haha!

thn.. he started kissing his bro like a pervert!! evidence shown. lol

went to city plaza to shop after the painting was done.. my mum and aunt bought alot of clothes la! 9 for my aunt and 11 for my mum! it's madness.. just becuz it's warehouse price, they went mad.. to think tht they sae i shop like crazy.. they're far more crazy thn me la! anyway.. i bought a pair of jumper and shoe! okok.. anyway.. tt was for the afternoon..

went to aunt julie's place in the evening for a small party! she bought a chocolate fondue machine!! haha!! it was damn nice la! we had strawberries, marshmellow, pretzels, kiwi, dragonfruit and pineapple.. strawberries the best.. haha! my dad made prawn salad and there was alot of food! but the kids were more interested wif the chocolate!

see! everyone's huvin fun!me and lyn!!! my darling had been offered a place in hwa chong international sch!! woohoo~my bro wanted the photo to be only just him.. but i went in wif the help of lyn! haha!!all the kids decided to take a break from the fondue.. any idea why?!! xiao niang re, little nonya started.. tt's why everyone went to grab the good seats for the show.. anyway.. tt's just 2/3 of the ppl in the house.. haha!

anyway.. i guess this had been a long post! will be postin the video on fb i guess.. haha! meanwhile, huv fun everyone and happy holidays!!

~i just hope for the best and enjoy myself..~

Merry Christmas Eve!!

2008-12-24T23:38:00.001+11:00

hello everyone! it's christmas eve!!

will be gg for midnight mass later on wif my bros.. nth much gg on this yr for christmas.. same for me as like every other years.. no presents this year.. not expecting and well.. it just feels like another christmas.. looking forward for the new yr :)

just had the ice cream log cake my aunt bought :) nice! cookies and cream :)

gg to prepare soon to set off for mass.. well.. might be postin another post tml probably.. meanwhile, Merry Christmas!

~May you enjoy God's love and kindness of this special season :)~

falling sick..

2008-12-18T17:40:00.002+11:00

study sick, bug sick, flu sick, love sick... watever it is.. i think im falling sick..

:(

no. i wun fall sick. i shant. no matter what type of sickness it is. :p

still huvin nice food despite goin to fall sick.. had alot of fish!(always feel like a cat when eatin fish.. haha!) eatin my tian bu la, honey glazed chicken and bubbletea.. i noe im eatin alot.. but i dun care..

ok. nth much. ta~

~it was an add on.. and i'm sure you might not even know that it was added on..~

last round of photos for the night!

2008-12-17T01:45:00.004+11:00

well! this is the last round for the night! huv been uploadin photos like mad since 8pm.. anyway.. here are the long overdue photos from the road trip wif lyn and aunt julie's family when they came to melb!

at sovereign hills! me and saritha! love the sun and sky!

i like this pic!! haha! so cute!

us again!

this was suppose to be my artistic shot.. and she had to come it to disturb my master piece.. !@#$%

nice nice carriage!

sovereign hill.. abit ghostly.. :p

wee~~

me drivin to our destinations!

at queen vic market!

the nice strawberry tart!

wee~~ six of it!

one of my favourite shots too!

us!!

me and lyn!!

alright!! im done for the night! enjoy yea! bye!

~i'm going to dream my own dream..~

Next round of photos!

2008-12-17T01:31:00.005+11:00

a day out wif my bro and lyn! well.. two outings actually.. one was only me and lyn :)

at ikea!! haha! this emo kid wanted to do this.. dun ask me why.. he seems to enjoy us lookin at him too..

the flower pot! haha!

next up! me and lyn at swensons!

a series of her nonsensical photos!

the flower..

atttaining crazinesshood...

me! waiting for the food!!

i think there's sth wrong with blogger.. some photos didn show despite being uploaded.. anyway.. more photos on my facebook.. go huv a look there! more comin up!

~why must i always have to wait..~

Cihldhood ppl gather!!

2008-12-17T01:09:00.005+11:00

wee~ finally gotta meet my childhood frens after like near 10 yrs!!!

got into contact all thanks to facebook! haha! met up last night for bah kut teh at the famous shop in balestier and went for kbox at clementi! sang all the way till near 3am and i kena kb by my dad.. :p anyway.. here are the pics!

the three of us! me, huixin and jingli! pic abit blurred..
jingli and me.. they still like to call my chinese name.. -_-"

huixin and me! haha! we took like so many shots!!talentime revisted!! contestant 1!

contestant 2!

then.. they decided to sing together.. 2 better than 1.. :p

jingli:"must tou ru!!" -_-"

the three of us!!

more photos to come! and more gatherings with them pls!! haha! alright.. next post comin up!

~with hopes higher.. i'll fall harder..~

:(

2008-12-14T22:37:00.003+11:00

indeed, i didn get to watch movie this weekend..

went holy cross church today.. thought i saw my pri sch fren.. he thought he saw me too. lol. wat a disappointin weekend..

im gettin seriously bored at home.. cant wait for wed!! will be meetin amelia, aylmer, shao, saritha and del! haha! finally!!

need to get clothes for my aunt's weddin soon too.. she's gettin married on the 31st dec.. at one fullerton hotel! haha! huv to get sth nice:)

anyway.. plans i have cannot be carried out as yet.. haiz.. well.. im off to watchin tv.. bye.

~i'm hypnotising myself not to think anything more about it anymore. no hope, no pain.~

.....

2008-12-14T01:26:00.002+11:00

another post for the day..

it's already near the end of the weekend..
i doubt i'll get to watch madagascar in the cinema..

well.. heck.. there's always online i guess..

~i'm too tired to be bothered..~

boredom!!!

2008-12-13T15:26:00.001+11:00

it's saturday and the weekends...

and im stuck at home :(

ask me out please. i sound so desparate.. heck.

~i couldn't care less anymore..~

just an update..

2008-12-12T17:04:00.005+11:00

hi all.. just an update on my life in spore..

met up wif the gals on tue for dinner.. actually i met cecilia for like 3 days in a row!! watched cape no. 7 on mon..

met up wif gene, luke, jw, ly on sat.. :) watched body of lies.. as u see, i've been watchin alot of movies.. lol. hopin to catch madagascar soon.. abit slow.. but ya.. waitin for fren ma.. lol.

anyway.. some photos.. huv been quite addicted to starbucks recently.. my bro too.. haha!

at marina... the angle makes me look fat la.. GRRRRR...

at starbucks..

the girls.. :) anyway.. huv been doin nth much.. one photo got deleted while i was editing.. :p

hope everyone's well and happy!

~what i can expect out of it.. should i even be expecting for anything?~

wondering...

2008-12-04T00:15:00.002+11:00

huv been bumming ard for the pass few days.. nth much to do.. except eat, shop, eat, shop...

oso dunno wat to blog now.. haiz..

anyway.. wish everyone is well and fine! may all be safe and ermm.. enjoy!

~wondering and pondering..~
it's always so unpredictable.
always have to wonder what's going on..

sad... :(

2008-11-28T23:57:00.002+11:00

got back my result.. sad.. happy for my company law though.. tt's the only one im happy wif..

huv been back for a week.. adaptin well i guess.. just tt it's very hot!! met up wif only a few ppl.. hello ppl!! those who've yet to meet me.. pls look for me soonn!!!!!!

will be gg msia tml.. for a wedding.. and gg back kahang! well.. just a relaxation trip for me..

huv been and will still be the kids driver for these two weeks while my grandparents are away in indo.. anyway i get to use the car so i should be complainin.. :p just tt no money to pay petrol!

hmm.. nth much already.. so.. seeya ppl!

~it's taking a turn..~

i'm back.. but sad...

2008-11-22T01:30:00.002+11:00

hello everyone... im back.. back where??? singapore lor...

haven updated for quite awhile.. will be posting photos soon.. when i huv the time.. it seems very busy for me.. well.. even though i dunno for wat.. :p

went for great ocean road trip after the exams and my aunt's family came melb to visit me! they rented a car and i got to drive it! woohoo~ few days of luxury.. :) i like drivin in melb!! woohoo~ went puffing billy at gembrook, penguin parade at philips island and sovereign hill at ballarat... had fun travelling!

had a great time shoppin too!! hehe.. at the expense of my dad :p

tryin to adapt to the time difference now.. im feelin sleepy at the wrong time and hungry at the wrong time too..

will update soon again.. meanwhile.. do ask me out yea!

~what should i do next..~

happiness!

2008-11-12T11:12:00.002+11:00

woohoo~

exams are over!! yea man!! fun fun fun! im gg out later to meet my darling lyn and handsome zhong! yea!! they came to melb to visit me!! wahhahaa!! exams are done.. i think i screwed my last paper badly.. pls pray for me..

my housin is settled too! sort of.. next yr i'll be at rusden!! wooohooo~~~

tml'll be the road trip! to GOR!!! great ocean road!! and more shoppin to come!! yea! alright.. im gg off now! bye!!

~taking in..~

mugness..

2008-10-31T19:22:00.002+11:00

one paper down.. 3 more to go.. madness...

i think and i can safely sae i studied alot.. but.. it's still not enough.. so much to cover.. but only so little time left.. 3 more days to the next two major papers.. company law and intro to finance.. im gg crazy..

it's a good thing i've no internet at home now.. at least i wun be tempted to go online to watch all the nonsense and waste my time surfing the net.. im currently in sch typin this entry.. and it's gg to be 7.30pm here.. :p

cant wait to go back spore!~ and.. cant wait for exams to be over!!!~~ and it'll be the great ocean road trip! yippee! still huv to pack my stuff cuz we're gonna move out to another place next sem.. gonna leave some stuff here over at my fren's place..

oh well.. nth much already.. bye ppl! take care! do drop me emails or sms.. i'll reply.. :)

~how have you been? i wonder...~

Exam mode..

2008-10-24T15:07:00.002+11:00

hello everyone.. it's exam period now.. one down.. 3 more to go.. im still a drifter.. a refugee.. seekin refuge at my friends' place from time to time..

nth much to update nowadays.. too much had happened and well... it's all gettin too dramatic.. :p will be back home less than a mth's time! haha! i cant reject the fact tt i do look forward in gg home but too, i dun wish to stay home for too long... :p

cant wait to complete my papers so tht i can go and relax! exams are just too stress.. haiz..

nth more in my life.. tt's all.. so.. take care everyone and ta~

~dramatic life for a dramatic me..~

drained..

2008-10-14T21:06:00.002+11:00

sorry for the disappearance..

many things have happened lately.. kinda botherin and it's not good stuff.. gettin very tired nowadays from the lack of sleep, paranoia, exam stress and watever tt's not good.. feelin very drained right now.. no more energy..

huv been movin ard to places to stay at night.. my house isn't safe anymore.. im camping in school from morning till night.. it's like my second home.. feel like a refugee now but im glad they took us in.. thank God for our safety and all the care we received. i hate to break the news and i dare not break the news.. i'll do it once im settled again and till thn.. please pray for my safety and exams..

more updates will flow in and be grateful for watever u huv. bye.

~i'm finding a reason to be stronger and i will be..~

Singapore Day in Melbourne and After party!

2008-10-05T20:33:00.004+11:00

hello all!! next round of photos! Singapore Day in Melbourne and the after party!

had chicken rice and bak kut teh at the singapore day.. the queue was freakin long and couldn't be bothered to queue for more food.. so.. sat on the grass patch and watched performance! i love Phua Chu Kang!!! woohoo~ he rocks man!!
catched up wif ying huay and xian zhong.. finally we met!! like in 3 mths!! haiz.. anyway it was a nice weather and i got tanned!! my face huv the tan lines of my shades now.. lol! went for the after party at night and well.. it was ok.. not exectly wat i would sae as fun.. :p

anyway pics!!

me and saritha.. wee!! queueing for food!!
see!! so crowded!!
nth to do.. so ermm.. take photo..
xian zhong, ying huey and me! woohoo~
haha! william has alot of poses!

us wif devesh!

mark, devesh, me and saritha! :)
me and xian zhong! ying huey went home.. :p
pretty us again!! haha!! i getting very bhb! lol!

the south and the guju!
devesh and mark..
me and mark..
the guys.. ken is missing!!
oh well.. tt's all.. more photos at facebook! nth much le.. now it's 3 hrs difference from singapore.. so im kinda adjustin to the time now.. anyway.. more updates when i huv them.. meanwhile, huv to start muggin.. exams are comin in less than 20 days! shit.. okok.. bye!

~i'm tired..~

Tulip Festival 08 photos..

2008-10-05T20:04:00.005+11:00

alright! first batch of photos! tulip festival 08! enjoy!

flowers~ pretty ladies!! haha!
unglamness of me.. :p
we're the backstreet gals.. haha!
tulips!
hehe~

more tulips!
tiredness..
hmm..
all smiles except the guy.. :p wats wrong wif ur face shao?!

emoness..

....

flowers... in the evo!!
wee~
me and clarine! observatory!

the rusden ppl!
me and her again...
sunset..
:)
alright.. next up! Singapore Day in Melbourne and After party!

~i wish and i wish but it always never turns out the way i thought i wished..~

Updates soon..

2008-10-02T23:38:00.002+10:00

photos for the tulip festival 2008 is up!! go to my facebook!

will try to put some photos here.. if the internet is fast.. haha!

the holidays are ending soon!! oh no!! huv yet to study.. shit.. anyway.. it's holiday ma.. so must enjoy right! haha!

met yuanzhen yesterday in the city for breakfast.. he's flyin well! went on to meet shao, del and amelia for brunswick and smith st shoppin!! woohoo~~ it was damn nice!! all the nice nice and antique stuff! alvina! u should've tried to figure ur way there!! haha! next time u come i'll bring u k! lol.

got some real good deals! nice cds and stuffs.. dinner was at ying thai 2! haha! hot and spicy! mm-hmm... haha! had freddos!! and home home!

sat is comin and it's singapore day in melbourne!! how exciting! i miss local food! lol! gg to eat eaT eAT EAT!!!!

alright.. will try to put some photos soon.. till thn.. take care!

~it's no obligation.. yet i'm wishing and hoping..~

Random..

2008-09-29T12:40:00.001+10:00

im not getting any response..

am i annoying?

only one can give me the answer..

no worries ppl.. this is random.. :)

~there can be alot of reasons to be ignored..~

Holidays!

2008-09-28T21:13:00.002+10:00

yippee! holidays are here! well.. for one week only..

went for tulip festivals yesterday.. went to the observatory too.. watch sunset.. perfect for couples.. anyway.. photos will be up soon! till oct then.. huv to wait for the new quota.. the internet this month has already overshot due to some bastards in the house downloadin stuff.. kns...

anyway.. all's well.. had a bad sunday today.. sian.. wanna noe more come find me k..

hmm... alot planned for this week! yes! there'll be singapore day tis sat! yea! home food finally! i think as singaporeans.. there'll be alot of fellow kiasu ppl gg there early in the mornin.. haha!! woohoo~~

alright.. nth else.. bye!

~i don't know what to say.. hmm~

More photos!!

2008-09-23T23:00:00.005+10:00

woots~ next round of photos from the Royal Melbourne Show 08!

wee~ the girls..
equestrian..
alpacas! my favourite animal ever since my exchange programme to aus in 1998!
white horse.. eh.. no prince.. :p
hehe..
big big dog!!

baby animals!!
while waiting for to catch the animals!
they're gettin ready to run out!!
my favourite photo!! it's soo soft!! nice to cuddle!!
me and yilin :)

she labled 'big cock' in her facebook -_-
milk milk milk! squeeze and pull!! muahaha!
the ride we took! i was sittin at the extreme end.. felt like i was gg to be thrown out...
soe and clarin!
saritha and william got the scoobies..

we got the tickets.. :( clarine was supposed to be poutin ok!!
ok la.. nice smile... cheese~
hehe! our scoobies again!
group pic of the day! yippee!
ok.. today's tuesday... went sch.. stoned abit.. read some acctg.. well..and im drained.. :p so tired la.. anyway.. cant wait for this week to end!! thn it'll be another outin on sat! woohoo~ more photos then! hopefully it doesn rain on sat.. i'll be damn sad.. pls pray tt it wun rain ok! thanks alot!

nth much already.. huv to study study study!! exams are coming.. stresss~~~

ok ppl. take care and bye!

~i don't feel a sense of belonging anymore~

CARNIVAL!!

2008-09-22T10:53:00.003+10:00

FUN FUN FUN!! it was carnival at the Royal Melbourne Show! first carnival of my life(apart from disney fest) and i love it!!

animal display and shows, milking of cows, flyin pigs(didn catch it though, i just like the term!), catchin of the baby animals, games booth, rides! it was soo damn fun! nice weather too!

some pics to show while im waitin for more from yilin.. my camera dun huv much of my face cuz im the photographer.. :p anyway.. the rest are in my facbook.. follow the link to see!

the carnival!! damn sunny! i think i got tanned.. my face la.. the first game booth we went..
competition dogs! lot more photos in the link..
haha!! guess wat it's referring too.. answer in facebook!
see those tiny animals! damn cute and cuddly!
the fairgrounds..

hah!
our only group shot.. i wanted to take in the day.. but didn get too.. well.. at we took one..
the toys we won! not like spore.. so small and not nice!! it's scoobydoo~
haha! we attracted alot of attention when we were walkin in the city wif our huge toys!

well.. tt's about it! had great fun! thanks to jasmine for inviting and lettin us noe about the fair! it was really nice! didn get to take a pic wif u though.. :(

anyway.. gtg get my work done now.. seeya ppl! take care! follow the links for more! ta~

Royal Melbourne Show Games and random

http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59500&l=0cdf4&id=761058295

Royal Melbourne Show Animals and random

http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59504&l=92a0d&id=761058295

~scooby-do-by-doo~

excitedness~~

2008-09-20T16:30:00.001+10:00

woots~ so excited for tml!! yippee!

assignments completed.. tests over.. results are ok.. no fail but no distinction.. :p

i deserve a break! or so i think haha!

~i've moved on~

2008-09-15T14:21:00.002+10:00

didn go for my usual run tis mornin.. the wind was howling like mad... so scary.. the sky was dark too.. and is still dark now.. and it's raining oso...

well.. im supposed to be studyin.. and.. im enjoyin my coke float! haha! huv been eatin and eatin for the past few days.. and it's not good!! damn.. but im so stress wif my stupid assignment tt eatin is such a great escape.. :p

anyway.. i better start wif my work now!!

take care ppl! ta~

~what should i do next..~

2008-09-15T00:29:00.002+10:00

diamond jubilee..

a couple renewed their vows today in church for their 60th anniversary... so sweet!

do you promise in God's name to take her/him as your spouse and be with her/him at all times, in good and bad time, sick or healthy, happy or sad...

i will.

cant rmb the exact words but yea.. so heartwarmin.. they hugged after that and were pronounced husband and wife again! i wonder when will i meet the one who'll celebrate my diamond jubilee wif me :)

went for the first family group meeting.. nice ppl.. hopefully they group will work out well and we'll enjoy and get to noe each other more..

huv been eatin alot lately... shit.. haha! and im feelin very shitty.. =full of shit! haha! i noe it's disgustin but im always at it!

nth much already.. and... happy 21st birthday clarine!!

~i'll just leave it as it is.. ~

2008-09-13T19:41:00.002+10:00

the wind is blowing
the birds are chirping
the flowers are blooming
and
the bugs are coming!!

springtime is here and
winter is gone
how i wish the weather would not be so hot!

i still prefer winter the most
but life still has to go on...

~i'm not waiting anymore.. or so i think..~

2008-09-10T12:40:00.002+10:00

wonderful people, wonderful fun, wonderful night!

had great fun yesterday celebrating devesh's 21st birthday! he's 21!! haha!

surprised him at his place and went for dinner at a korean bbq place.. nice! his sister was roped in to help with the surprise and it was good! dinner was great too!

laughter, madness and more laughter! went back to his place to cut the cake and the guys smashed him wif the cake.. well.. it was not a creamy cake so the effect wasnt tt great! haha.. next time we'll use the egg.. :) we had performance by marvin the magician! haha.. nice catch up wif clarine and jasmine too.. great fun!

well! nth much! photos over at facebook! waiting for more too.. hmm.. else.. had fun and it was all laughters!!!

oh! last thing.. i doubt he reads but anyway.. happy 20th birthday mr garrick gan! it's his birthday today..

alright.. take care ppl.. gtg start on my finance.. bye!

~great acquaintances..~

2008-09-07T23:22:00.002+10:00

hello! it's sunday once again!! and today is a major shopping retail therapy!! woohoo~

had a fun time shoppin today wif saritha! haha! love the stuff!

met wif her fren jasmine for dinner and the thai food was good! had gelato too! nice day today!!

however, i was severely disturbed by tt stupid rat last night.. it came into my room not once but twice!! i bet it came in a few more times again... but i was too tired to chase it out.. gettin really sick of it.. aarrgghh....

anyway... it's a new week once again and it's gg to be time to start on assignment once again and it's the last one! but there's alot of studyin to do too... too many to catch up.. haiz..

alright.. im dead tired due to lack of sleep last night and major shoppin today.. nights ppl!

~will it? has it reached?? what will the reaction be???~

2008-09-03T00:14:00.002+10:00

well.. im feelin emo and it's not helping..

i dun think i'll be able to do the course i wan..

the two tests completely sucked..

it seriously did.

im wiped out..

and i dun think im feeling good.

i dun wanna go back.

i wanna go travel.

i wanna do things i like.

and i wan.

i wanna get a hold of my life.

i seriously do.

~what's impossible might always be impossible..~

2008-09-01T15:15:00.001+10:00

i've been pondering..

should i take a diploma in language alongside my degree? it's gg to extend my studies another year but i seriously am thinking of doin it. i dun wanna any regrets yet im not sure if i can do it..

~crazy tests..~

2008-08-31T15:39:00.003+10:00

hello everyone! it's sunday again! nth to be really happy about actually.. cuz im still stuck wif the mugging season... i cant believe im usin the term 'mug' so often now.. anyway.. there's two more test comin up this mon and tue which im seriously not prepared at all!!! shit. intro to finance and intro to financial accounting is seriously a pain in the ass.

finance i doubt it'll be too hard as it's more like econs.. it's accounting im worried for! my basics sucks big time and it's all so theory!! im like really soooo dead la... even though it's multiple choices and short answer, i have a feelin im not gg to score well for my 10%.. finance is 30% laggy worse.. haiz.. all the best to me..

anyway.. some photos for amusement.. took it on fri when we went for groceries shopping..

as usual... my megamegawatts smile! :) alot of the trees here are turnin pink.. there's one outside my house. yuck.
hehe! it was a sunny day!

saritha said she like this photo becuz her hair was high up... :p

and i seriously dunno wat's so funny...
we took about 3 similar photos and in all 3, she refuse to smile! act cool only.. bah.
i like the effect but she dun... pls agree wif my point of view..
last one.. her shadow died in the end! woohoo~
ok.. im seriously being very lame here! freak. anyway.. i should go now.. have wasted half of my day doin nth but slp... time to study.. ta~

~i'm going after the impossible.. but.. impossible can be possible.. heck.~

2008-08-26T19:54:00.003+10:00

in the middle of my quick nap b4 i commence my law assignment, i was disturbed by a sudden warrant search by the warrant officers.

seriously. im not joking.

there's was ard 3 who came into the house first and we were all rounded up in the kitchen. as im typin this, the officers are still in the house. they just left.

our passports were being checked and a few more officers came in from the back door. this time, one came wif the baton. it was kinda scary and exciting which im not sure wat to feel already. they surrounded the house somemore!! can see those car light flickering.. if u noe wat i mean..

apparently, they got information that there was one person living here without a visa. there's only 3 of us here. me and my fren obviously got our visa as we're here for studies! we've even got our work permit stamp. anyway, i think our housemates visa has expired, and he still here in aus. however, i think they huv someone else on mind and they found another one with their luck. our whole house was being searched and well, totally disturbed my supposedly power nap..

me and my fren were cleared and we scooted off to our rooms. one thing to note, the officers were tall and hot and smells nice la!! haha!

anyway.. it totally derailed my thoughts in my work..

just when i thought things are gettin back on rail and no more events, bigger things happen.. how wonderful.. how eventful!

my life is filled wif surprises and more surprises.. my heart is gettin weaker while im tryin to get stronger.. take care now.. i'll try to complete my work asap.

~i wonder what will happen... disappeared..~

2008-08-24T14:25:00.002+10:00

finally! i got to drink milo! haha! how wonderful is tt?!

went to church this mornin and had lunch at clayton.. did another round of shoppin for groceries.. seriously the amount of things we have to carry every week doesn seem to drop.. anyway.. got milo! it's aud$5.19 for a 450gm can.. well.. it's useful.. got tofu and chai por too.. lup chiong oso.. will be cookin tonight! haha! haven been cookin for the week except for some beans and noodles... well.. assignments period.. cant expect much.. not sure of wat to cook oso.. seems sian already..

hmmm.. nth much already.. bye!

~another round of australian company law..~

2008-08-23T14:32:00.002+10:00

minasan konichiwa!

well.. im bored.. it's the weekends but it feels like any other weekdays to me... tryin my very best to mug and complete my law assignment..

2 assignments down so far.. intro to financial accounting grp assignment and data modelling and computing assignments have been handed up! great.. next up.. australian company law assignment due this coming thursday... how fun.. and the following week, mid-test comin up for intro to financial accounting and intro to finance.. how fun can tt be?!

damn.

feel so shitty. shit.

im always lookin forward to see new emails in my inbox. so ppl, pls email me.. im seriously deprive of emails.. haha! i just love the thrill of seeing and replyin emails.. wat rubbish i noe. :p

talk to one of my long lost fren online the other day on msn.. it's been near 5 yrs since we last met and tt fellow is soon gg to be married! how time flies.. miss the days when we were playin music together.. he and his gf look so sweet... God bless them :) hopefully he better arrange his wedding plans on a date where i'll be in spore!! haha! im such a bitch.. but since i'll be in melbourne for the whole of next yr.. he only has the yr end to choose! lol. well.. it's not up to me i noe.. hopefully will get to meet him and his partner this yr end when i go back.. :) wish him all the best!

haiz.. im soo jealous.. kns.. i dun care what u ppl think of me.. desperate, emo, bhp.. watever.. it's wat im thinkin and feel and it's not u.

nth much already.. life's been the same so far.. i cant wait for the end of 2 more weeks and i'll be free!! from assignments and test for at least 2 weeks b4 i start my final last assignment.. thn.. it'll be the major exams..

once the exam time tables are out, will be bookin flights back soon.. hmm.. shall see la... not sure if anyone wans me back anyway.. alright.. bye ppl.. take care..

~it's been so long since i've last heard.. well it's not that long but time is passing so slow for me and hence..~

i shall not think too much again.. if not history will repeat and i'll be the loser of my own game once again..

2008-08-17T21:31:00.003+10:00

hi ppl! since this is MY blog.. i guess i should put more photos of MYSELF! haha!

ok.. im gg to stop being emo for awhile.. but i noe soon it's gonna kick back in.. anyway.. some photos taken this mornin while i walked to church..

started drizzling.. well.. i only had my hood for cover.. Catholic Church of St Peter.. the one i attend every sunday.. pretty hor??
i dunno wat i was thinkin.. but yea.. on the way back..

thinkin? stoning? whatever...

some joker tied the shoe on the cables... it was damn funny.. and it's been there for quite some time..
love the sun :)
perfect!
last but not least.. me again! yea.. whatever..
2 assignments are due this week.. accounting is done.. next is data modelling and computing.. sian.. well.. enjoy the new week ppl! take care and huv fun!

~if you have faith, you will get it.. be strong..~

2008-08-16T00:52:00.002+10:00

hey ppl.. another emo post...

went to church for the assumption of our lady mass just now... it was 8 degrees outside and was rainin.. not alot of ppl.. as compared to spore.. maybe it's too cold..

anyway.. on the way back, i was thinkin to myself...

'how wonderful it is if i have someone to think about and knowing that that someone is also thinking about me...'

great huh.. i do huv my family and frens to think of.. but tt's not what i mean.. anyway kudos to those who understand. bah.

been studyin law like mad.. but not mad enough.. im being shot down. terribly.

enjoy the weekends ppl!

~it's going to be a bad habit.. what if...~

2008-08-13T21:34:00.001+10:00

i'm in coldness..

~i don't know what to expect anymore.. i'm reaching my limit i think..~

2008-08-11T22:45:00.001+10:00

well.. randomness of the day..

a pic of me and brian.. known him for near 10 yrs.. more to sae? lol.
actually.. i just miss my flute and how i looked like 3 yrs back...

~surprisingly surprised.. paranoid..~

2008-08-11T02:10:00.002+10:00

the worst fear i have is to destroy friendships with my own hands..

*sign*

~so sorry.. i didn't mean it. i really hope it won't affect in anyway. but i know the damage is done. i'm a jerk.~

i just need someone to rant to.
where?

2008-08-11T00:33:00.003+10:00

hihi! it's sunday.. ermm.. monday liao.. anyway nth to be happy about for both days.. :p

went to church in the mornin.. and went city alone.. kinda emo.. but too bad.. i dun huv a bf to go dating or a group of frens to enjoy the sunday.. im sour i noe.

shopped ard.. lookin at stuff.. actually i did quite abit of shopping.. :p well.. once in awhile i guess it's ok.. since i huv no other entertainments.. movies are expensive.. i dun work.. huv been studyin.. so i guess shoppin is the only break i huv.. :(

saritha came in the afternoon for a quick lunch wif me b4 she went off to meet her fren and get her hair cut. got the country road bag.. dunno why oso... :p but good for sch use.. very big..

got another sportsgirl bag too.. it was on discount.. used to be $59.95... but went down to $19.95.. so it's worth... :) it's big! and leather-like.. haha! love it! so i got 2 bags in a day...

got 2 palettes of eye shadow from sportsgirl too.. i like the colour! haha.. i noe im spendin..

went to dfo to get the coat... got a shade oso.. haiz.. so sian.. haiz.. no life..

anyway.. chatting wif my cousin online now.. she's shittin while web-camming wif me.. :p

alright.. nth much.. bye..

~i just wan someone to talk to.. well.. whatever..~

2008-08-07T19:57:00.002+10:00

some random photos i took on the way to church last sunday..

clayton is the part im walking towards to.. 1km.. christmas anyone??
hehe..

my shadow..
laughin at my shadow.. im amazed by shadows..
st peter's church..
the rails..

ok.. tt's it.. this week is about to end.. 2hrs more of lessons tml and im done wif the week.. groceries shoppin tml too.. haha.. nth else le.. bye!

~presence of the rat can be felt..~

2008-08-06T01:00:00.002+10:00

THERE WAS A RAT IN MY ROOM!!!

seriously, i was freaking out! i was sleeping while i got awaken by some disturbing sounds.. abit blur tt i was from waking, i realise tt noise came from my rubbish bin! it was like some fumbling sounds and the content in my rubbish bin was a tissue box, pringles bottle and some tissue wet wif coke... i think tt's why the rat got attracted to it.. i should've cleared my rubbish bin b4 sleeping...

i knew sth was gg to happen when i cleared the coke today.. but due to my trust in whatever, i decided tt i can leave it as tt and do the clearin maybe later... so..... stupidly, it attracted the rat!

i think it ran out b4 i turn on my tablelights.... and thn... i msned saritha immediately while i kept myself in a ball on my bed... not daring to do anything but wait.. :p

thn.. she came in to turn on the lights for me while i still refuse to step onto the floor... but slowly.. i had to muster the courage to go empty the bin as it was risky for a second time... and i finally did it wif cautious...

haiz.. wat an eventful night.. now im tryin to go back to slp.. :p

lesson learnt: Always empty the rubbish bin before you sleep...

alright ppl.. wish me luck.. bye..

~awake or asleep..~

2008-08-03T19:09:00.001+10:00

i miss my brother...

~sudden pang of sadness..~

2008-08-02T12:25:00.002+10:00

morning ppl!

ok fine.. this shall be an english post since i've got ppl complaining... :p lol!

anyway.. nth much's gg on.. felt tt this week was quite hectic due to the tutorials, presentation, assignments due dates... well.. it's just the beginning..

our internet was refreshed yesterday! meanin we huv a new quota to use this month... but damn.. some fellow has already chalked up 12% on the 12GB usage for the day... shit la... only first day leh.. if he uses 12% everyday... gg... i'll huv very laggy internet for the rest of the month.. so inconsiderate... haiz.. cant wait to kick him out man!

went groceries shoppin yesterday.. bought my tidbits as usual.. lol! now my cupboard is damn full of it! borrowed 'nobody knows'.. very nice~~~ love the show..

so yesterday was a day for me to slack... meanin today after lunch.. i'll huv to start doin my work.. anyway it's 12.30pm now... haha! i just woke up la... nice to slp u noe.. the weather here.. my heater.. nice quilt.. nth to do on sat.. so slp lor.. :p

okok.. nth much le.. bye ppl! take care!

~i'm studious.. hahahaha~

2008-07-28T13:20:00.010+10:00

我。。

对于我的人生，我其实有很多梦想。。

小时候，我曾希望自己能当一名出色的医生或演奏家。。但是，这些应该没办达成了吧。。

不能挽回的，就好不要想太多。。目前，我可以做的，就是读好我的书，并且规划将来想做的事。已经活了二十年，对于想做的事，我也有所概念。。也觉得是时候为自己做打算。

也许我的父母有可能不能接受我这种想法，但他们必须知道，我也需要成长的过程。也许有一天我的决定是错的，至少我尝试过，而在那个时候，父母就会是我的避风港。。对于我父母对我的教育，我觉得很感激，至少我知道自己的分寸，做事前会思考很多，有时也想得太过多。。没办法放手一搏，因为太在意后果。。

对于亲子关系，我觉得就好像在放风筝。。风筝线放太长，就无法控制，失去了漂亮的风筝。。但如果线太短，就会有随时都会断掉的可能性，永远失去了漂亮的风筝。。不过，如果风筝线保持在最好的距离，风筝就能自由的飞翔，也不会失去它的美丽。。

感触好多哦。。好啦。。该说别的事了。。今年的暑假，好想和朋友去旅行。。又不想花父母的钱。。最重要的是能够得到父母的认同。。我知道父母会认为现在我的年龄不适合自己旅行，也会担心。。但学习不知是出于课本和作业，长到这么大，我也很清楚自己的学习习惯。。

我承认自己应该算幸福了。。虽然不算多，但也有幸的去了好几个国家。。马来西亚，印尼，泰国，台湾，日本，越南和澳洲。。实际上，我还没真的走过泰国和印尼，越南的记忆也是好遥远。。如果可以，我希望今年底能和朋友一起到越南或台湾再一次。。也许你会问我为什么不和家人一起旅行。。但我会告诉你并不是我不要。。而是觉得和家人一起出国，应该到美丽的地方。。

虽然我想去的地方也很美。。但我想要的其实是能够自己规划旅程，从中学习如何应付订购和找想要去的地方。。如果和家人出国，一切都会已经为我安排好，好处是我不需要担心费用！但如果是自己出国，我必须仔细做好调查和思考。。

就好像我在澳洲读书，虽然父母会在我缺钱时把钱汇给我，但我还是需要规划好应该怎么运用这笔钱。。我相信过了这两年，我应该也会成长许多。。等到那时，我应该会看看过去我所学习和所做的一切。。

好了。。说了这么多，我也应该继续努力了。。希望年未能计划和朋友出国吧！

大家保重！

~谢谢你们对我的信赖。。但我必须成长。。~

2008-07-27T15:33:00.002+10:00

hi all! it's sunday~

well.. nth to be happy about.. cuz nth much to do.. really tired out.. went for groceries shoppin yesterday at clayton..

from my house, it's more than 1 km walk to clayton.. and it takes the same back.. just to save money on bus, we walked.. :p had to carry alot of stuff yesterday.. it was a week's supply of food.. and we dun huv a car.. it was cold and imagine how miserable i was.. :( two full big bags filled wif milk, bread, sauces.. and a sling bag wif bottles of sauces too.. im achin all over now..

tt's not about it.. it was only first part of shoppin yesterday and today.. it was the second round.. just becuz we couldnt carry all we needed to get in one day.. went clayton again walking for another few kilometres and got the essentials today.. pots, flour, sugar.. tsk.. if only someone would stop their car and send us back..

it was not the worst.. the worse came when it started to rain!!! it was freezin la!! cant put my hands into my pocket for warmth becuz im holdin the stuff.. and i got drenched for the second time of the day...

side track.. had laksa last night! in the courtesy of shao's mum, who sent over the packed laksa paste.. it was not too bad.. but im missin katong laksa!!! went to church this mornin... showered and went off... it was oso more than 1km away from my place as it's near clayton.. while walkin.. it started to pour heavily!!! i didn bring a cap and my jumper didn huv a hoody.. so.. wif my almost dried hair, it became drenched again.. i walked into the church wif wet hair.. :( well.. at least when im in the church, i got warmth..

alright.. nth much already.. will be doin the laundry tml and will be cooking for a week of suppy to pack into the fridge.. hopefully i'll not get sick of the food.. :p and im still hopin tt i'll get to meet new ppl and make new frens.. ok.. bye ppl and take care!

~i'm longing for..~

2008-07-24T21:31:00.002+10:00

hihi! it's one month since i've been in melbourne!! huv settled down and everything.. so no worries ok!

tutorials huv started and they're a chore.. :p huv been studyin i guess.. nth much to do everyday.. not like in spore.. can drive to anywhere i wan.. haiz.. quite borin though.. apart from studyin.. it's still studyin.. if not, i'll be busy thinkin of wat to prepare for dinner or busy doin my laundry..

in spore, apart from studies, there are still activities gg on such as tuitions and meetin up wif frens.. huv yet to make new frens though.. haiz.. the orientation was more like lectures.. didn join other activities too.. haiz..

will find more stuff to do soon.. anyway.. gtg do tutorials.. meetin alvina tml! yippee!! we're gg chaddy!!

alright! take care everyone~

~因为需要而努力，但努力并不代表一切。。加油。~

2008-07-20T15:29:00.004+10:00

alright! photos up! my room!

anyway. it's only one side of the room.. cuz the other side very empty.. nth to take.. :p

my bed and desk.. my bear on the pillow!

went to get the drawers and bookstand just now and it's much neater than havin books lyin ard.. :)

the new shoe rack i bought just now too! the laundry basket and dustbin..
alright.. tht's quite about my room.. nth much.. sch's on tue onwards.. nth much now.. weather here is so unpredictable.. suddenly rain, suddenly wind blow.. haiz.. anyway.. updates will be comin in often i guess.. if im not lazy :)

ok! take care everyone!

~conquer the laziness.. ~

2008-07-19T23:58:00.002+10:00

i wanted to upload photos.. but i think we've exceed the bandwidth... haiz.. will try my luck again later in the day.. im in my new room anyway.. nights..

~what shall i do..~

2008-07-18T22:53:00.002+10:00

yo yoz! konbawa! it's 11pm now!!

life in melbourne has been great so far! lessons huv started.. still waiting to get certain books.. it's unreasonably expensive here.. :p tutorials starts next week and well.. hope everything goes on fine..

i movin into my new room tml after we've cleaned up the place!! it's still abit dirty now even though the other guy had moved out.. waiting for the vacuum so that i can vacuum the place too..

it rains quite often here which makes the weather quite cold.. however.. there's always rainbow visible after or during the rain!! it's very exciting for me! tried takin the photos of it but not very clear as i didn use my camera.. was usin my phone haha! will try to get more photos soon! meanwhile.. bear wif the photos i took.. go facebook to see ya!

meanwhile all the best for everyone!

me and saritha! alright.. gtg! nights!

~坚强和独立会让我慢慢的成长。。成长的过程虽然会有点难熬，但相信和坚持一定会让一切比较容易度过。。~

2008-07-13T22:20:00.003+10:00

哈咯！第一次用华文写不咯个！应该蛮有意思吧！但是如果有什么错字请多多包涵。。因为太久没用华文写作了。

目前我人在澳洲墨尔本。以今在这里三个星期了，还在适应这里的环境。现在这里是冬季，所以天气还算蛮冷的。但也不会说冷到全身冻僵！所以在家的家人们，请不要为我但心，我会好好照顾自己，反振我还有蛮多‘油’的！

在这来临的星期二我将开课了。到时拿到书单，将会立刻告诉你们我需要买什么书。虽然有点害怕不适应这里读书的方式，但我也知道我必须在这种环境下磨练自己。

饮食方面你们应该不会太担心我对吗？我的吃住都还蛮好的。这几天都有在为自己下厨，也还没让自己和朋友食物中毒！过几天会把我们所煮的食物照片update!

每个星期天我一定会到教堂去。很喜欢这里的教堂，因为他很平静，也觉得很有安全感。

不知道还应该写什么，但希望家里的每个人都会健健康康，快快乐乐，好好照顾自己。也希望我的朋友们过得快快乐乐！我也要在此停笔了。晚安。

~对你们的思念，我不会用言语说明，但会放在我心中。。~

2008-07-12T22:15:00.004+10:00

hihi! the long awaited photos.. hehe.. anyway i've changed the template.. it's still in one of my favourite colours!

the people who sent me off on the 23rd june.. terminal 3 changi airport.. preparing..
my cousins and brother..
again :)
the people who sent both me and saritha off..
aunt regina and uncle neo..

PJC.. :)
PJCL..
the aes ppl..

once again.. i'll definitely miss the outings..
the 'young' ppl!

my family..
my grandparents..
the family members who sent me off.. thank you!
thanks again!!

oh well.. tt's it for now.. for more photos of melb and wat i've been doin, check out my facebook ok :) take care everyone!

~waiting for my room..~

2008-07-09T11:02:00.002+10:00

hi everyone!

i've found a place to stay!!! haha! the condition of it is better than the first one we had on our first day in melbourne but at least the landlord is way better than the previous one. :) really lucky and thank God for this. if we're not happy wif the place, the landlord has other units for us too.

the heater is not workin very well though.. brr.. cold at night.. will be gg for a shoppin trip later to get all the essential stuffs.. anyway.. we're still sharing a room as im waiting for one of the guys to move out next week and i'll take over the room.. there's oso a little dog in the house.. very tame.. but shits all over the place.. the owner is one retard.. he lets the dog shits in his room while his away in sydney for the next whole week.. poor dog has no food..

anyway.. orientation is simply the most boring thing ever here now.. not really attendin any.. lessons startin next week.. will be meetin new people i guess.. gg to huv two diff classes from saritha so we'll be makin other new frens..

currently it's 4 degree celcius in melbourne and im freezin.. hopefully everything goes on well from now.. :) since i huv internet access at my new place.. more updates till then and sorry for not postin any photos yet!

take care everyone!

~hallelujah praise the Lord!~

2008-07-04T16:47:00.002+10:00

Hello people!

This is my third post from melbourne and im usin the school's comp. haha!

still looking for the accommodation.. enrolments and registrations are done. had abit of problems wif choosin the units as i didn take accounting 2 in tmc.. so frustratin.. huv to use up my only open electives to do sth which im so not interested in.. data modelin and computin.. instead of takin a language.. japanese.. haiz.. it seems tt i can only take the level one modules for japanese in the first semester but now im in the second.. huv to either wait for next sem or take the level two.. which i dun huv any basics at all.. haiz.. and.. i huv to use up my electives this sem.. so no choice.. haiz..

abit sian about my course oso.. y? becus there's alot of asians in this course!! it's freaking crazy la! most of the people mainly comes from china, indonesia and malaysia.. i've yet to see any singaporeans yet. haiz.. hopefully i'll get to make new frens.. becuz im gg straight into second yr.. and most ppl were already here from first yr.. which sucks for me la.. anyway.. all the best for my studies... especially law.... haiz...

anyway.. past few days had been fun and tiring.. the walk from the motel to the school's bus loop is damn far.. it sucks la.. especially when u're damn tired..

went to the city on wed again.. met a bunch of tmc ppl.. haha!! it was like an outin for us lor.. the day started out wif me, saritha and shao.. was supposed to meet inez at melbourne central.. she brought another fren along, ernie.. and thn we met ricky.. 6 of us went for jap food along the chinatown.. clarine joined us for lunch..

next up, went to southern cross.. DFO for shopping.. met hema and her fren.. there were 8! after some shopping.. elis, divesh and matthew were next up.. there were 11! jasmine joined us from berwick and there were 12! ricky's room mate came and there were 13!

by dinner time, some had to leave but some more joined in.. hema and fren, ricky and frens left.. met jeff and william too.. had dinner at dessert house.. okok.. big portion.. ok taste.. asian food..

went to crown after tt.. there was a casino there.. didn went in though.. walked all the way back to flinders to catch a train back.. it was a long journey.. had to take train, bus and walk.. was a very nice day though.. got to see the nice scenary of melbourne city's night.

settled the time-tabling yesterday and went to chaddy.. walked alot and well.. tired..

well.. tt's all for now.. will be gg for some inspection later.. hopefully it's nice and we'll be able to move in immediately! prays!

~accepting the fact that i'm here..~

2008-06-26T08:41:00.002+10:00

alright... time for a second post from melbourne.. :)

it's the third day im in melbourne.. went city yesterday wif hema and saritha.. hema showed us ard and how to use the transport system.. :) thanks gal! had a wonderful day yesterday.. beginning to like melbourne..

had lunch at nandos.. not too bad.. quite nice :) went shoppin ard.. bought krispy kreme donuts! my first time tryin it.. nice.

weather is ok but the wind is very strong... very chilly.. tryin to get my phone asap..

will be gg to either city or chadstone this mornin to get our phones and huv to pop by at the real estate agents in clayton later.. well.. till thn.. all the best for everyone!

~embracing all i can receive..~

2008-06-24T18:45:00.002+10:00

hello everyone!!

im in MELBOURNE NOW!!!!

haha! my very first post from melbourne.. :) reached this morning.. very tired now..

thank you all who went to sent me off last night at terminal 3.. so embarassing for me to cry la! but thanks for all the well-wishes :) those who could not make it, it's ok.. i value the thought :)

might be searching for a new place soon.. meanwhile.. i shall bear with watever i can bear in the house im in now :p.. lotsa things yet to be done.. kk.. gtg.. bye!

~wish me lucks with my findings.. May the Lord lead the way..~

2008-06-23T01:13:00.002+10:00

alright.. last post for tonight...

ermm.. i noe it's very messy.. my packing on friday... got super alot of things la! oso dunno how to squeeze into my bag now.. haiz..

alright.. anyway.. happy birthday to my cousin dabbie!

kk.. gtg continue packing.. bye ppl!

~24hrs~

2008-06-22T20:38:00.003+10:00

luke's 21st birthday celebration yesterday!

went to ajitei at takashimaya... nice! lichong, eddie and gene...
present time!! it was a dkny watch! very nice :)

me and nana! our second meal of the day.. mine la. she nvr eat :p
:)
posing.. :)
the guys...

went parkway parade after dinner.. eddie had to pick sheryl from dome.. hence, we got to drink the ice chocolate wif gelato! very nice haha! 3 of us drove and it was very fun!! haha! first time 3 cars come out..

it was really an unforgettable night.. considered as the last gathering i huv wif them i guess... anyway.. take care ppl!

~roll or ziploc..~

2008-06-22T18:23:00.010+10:00

alright ppl! updates and photos from my birthday and farawell celebration!

the goodie bags i packed b4 the big night! a total of 60 packs! i did it myself ok!
my dearest who'll always come the earliest!
jinyan!
ah pek, sam, larry and kor..he looks weird i noe.. :p
the aes ppl!

pjc hockey!
the australia students!
pjc!
st anthony's pri sch 1st ever gathering~

he was tryin to proof tt he did his job tt night..

our birthday cake! my and my bro!
daddy and mummy!
cousins~~
my beloved!

the aunt who brought us to japan!

grandparents and cousins..
us again!
:) total of 19 candles!
pioneer jc ppl!

gettin ready for the shoot.. finally :)
SAPS!
the usual AES ppl!
aes 2/2 2002~

hah! wif.. a 5/1 de...

aunt regina :)
my three aunts..
PJC!
my bro.. he loves the cake i noe..
aunt may and the cousins..

they are really camera 'sensitive'.. i'll prove it later..
cut cake!
wish~
see!!
and yet again!

lol!!
revenge!! me and my sitting partner of 2 yrs! lynette tan wan rong!!!
hockey!they're prepared to smash me..

haiz.. so unglam... :(
erm..
me and my pressies!
tada!
alright! thank you all very much for ur wishes and presents! thank you for the presence too! my best birthday ever! will really miss u ppl when im in aus. do keep in contact and keep me updated k! love you all!!

~wonderful night with wonderful people.. sweet memories :)~

2008-06-18T00:08:00.003+10:00

hi everyone. i shall update details of my birthday cum farawell party on 14th jun 08 soon. this post will be a tribute to my 4th aunt's husband, who passed away on Friday, 13th Jun 08.

i just came home from malaysia after attending the funeral which was held for the past few days. after the party on sat, my family rushed back malaysia on sun to attend the wake.

upon our arrival at my grandparents place, all of my uncles and aunts huv returned back and all felt stunned by the sudden death of my uncle. he was playin a game of badminton in which after he took a break, he collapsed and passed away.

it was a pity as no one around was able to perform mouth to mouth resusitation or emergency rescue. everyone thought he merely fainted. he's only 44 yrs old this year. the medical facilities were of no help either. the medics were useless too. worse.. when they reached the hospital, NO DOCTORS WERE PRESENT!!! wat kinda rubbish is tt?! a big hospital operating wif no doctors just becus it was a friday.. :p

it's his fate la.. but i really ache for my aunt and my cousin. she's so young and my cousin is just 3 yrs old. she doesn understands wat's gg on and tt her dad is not around for her anymore. her birthday is on the 30th jun and her dad had already prepared to celebrate for her. the family of 3 was supposed to travel to genting for a short trip on monday. but, my uncle could not make it till tt day.. he has also asked his niece to prepare a present for my cousin, a soccer ball..

seeing how my aunt hold on to herself really aches my heart and seeing my cousin makes me wanna cry out and hold them tight, to provide support and comfort. it was so saddening to see my aunt collapse when it was time for the burial. she wasn allowed to send him off for burial..

when my uncle was around, he was generous to everyone and had the support of many.. he has lived life to the fullest, huving enjoyed all the best things in the world and helpin whoever needed help. my cousin was born a princess with many caring for her and doting her. after this sudden intrusion, i doubt she'll be able to carry on her life as a princess.. she'll still be one, in all our hearts but in reality, she'll huv to learn to stand and live by without the dad who's ever willing for her to slap him all over the face..

in life, we never know what will happen and what would happen.. we'll nvr be able to predict what's gg to happen and it's very necessary for us to cherish watever we huv and whomever is wif us. im not sure wat to go on anymore but ask for everyone to keep my aunt, my cousin and my uncle in their prayers.. may my aunt and cousin huv the strength and courage to move on wif life and tt my uncle may rest in peace and watched over them. thank you.

my cousin at the funeral...

shots taken durin chinese new yr this year..

she doesn noe anything except her daddy's sleeping..

~What will happen when she realise her sleeping daddy is no longer sleeping in front of her and no longer waking up..~

2008-06-08T01:21:00.002+10:00

*BURRP!*

haha!! i finally made my trip to chomp chomp!! hehe.. just had dinner there wif gene, jw, luke, eddie and liyu :)

went for a funeral b4 meetin them.. hmm.. met in town.. gene got his psp while eddie got his g-shock.

moved on to chomp chomp for dinner! 6 of us ate like damn alot la!

6 large sugancane(it was really huge!), 1 large grass jelly(bigger than the sugarcane!), stingray, sotong, shells, char kway teow, hokkien mee, carrot cake, 2 sets of oyster egg, dumpling soup, satay and vege!! it was crazy la.. especially the drink.. :p.. it was the killer! haha!

had fun wif them :)

well.. tml's libei's bdae celebration.. :)

near 2 more weeks b4 i leave.. hopefully i get to meet all i wanna meet and eat all i wanna eat!!

~cherishing every moment..~

2008-06-06T02:08:00.002+10:00

woohoo~~ my dad's car is here!!! yea yea yea!!

anyway.. went for a tanning session cum shopping spree yesterday wif my dearest!!

haha! we spent a bomb la! total chalkin up of $400+.... she got her fossil watch.. i got my fossil wallet.. haha! got presents for some friends.. hehe :)

well.. im so shagged now.. haha.. just came back from aikido.. im so into it!! hehe..

alright... another session tml.. im gg there wif the new car! woohoo~

ok.. nights!

~St Anthony's Primary School 1st ever Gathering after 8 years from Graduation :) ~

2008-06-03T13:36:00.002+10:00

hi all!

curious on wat i've been doin?? haha.. im busy doin nth.. :p

actually.. huv been gg to the airport quite often.. to prepare for the day i fly off.. haha.. jokin la.. was there to send my aunt and her family to thailand.. send my cousin to sae goodbye to her fren and to pick them back again lor...

huv been doin hardcore aikido last weekend.. fwuah.. 5 sessions in a row... haha.. there are ppl hu're more on thn me.. they go for every lessons available.. sth like a uke deshi.. well.. it has been fun.. but my gi stinks like mad at the end of my fifth lesson.. haha..

been shoppin ard for my stuff.. got 2 pair of jeans.. levis and lees.. :)

stupid facebook.. got alot of trouble posting photos now.. aarrgghh!!!

anyway.. gtg.. doin some uploadin of pri sch photos! haha!

~20 more days..~

2008-05-26T23:06:00.002+10:00

What a day!

Was picked up by saritha at my place around 1plus pm... made our way to town in her dad's car and decided to park in taka.. however, our dear gal accidentally brushed the kerb abit while we enter taka..

halfway through the journey to level 6, we felt sth was not right as the car started to produce some weird sound.. lookedfor parking lot and while how we did the parkin was fantastic! the entire day's parkin was done in the same way! saritha was controlling the pedal while ME, took control of the steering wheels! anyway.. i took over to park the car str8 and thn... we realised the car had a punctured tyre!!! it was so bad tt it was nearly running on the rim! which explains why it cuz the weird sound!

decided to drive to the nearest petrol kiosk for some air, forsaking our shoppin trip of one hour.. i took over the wheels and we made our way slowly to the nearest petrol kiosk possible, with our hope tt no one looks at our punctured tyre.. it was really very bad when we reached the petrol kiosk.. it was amazin how we could actually bring the car to tt state.. cursin and swearin and even prayin came out during the entire journey which seems like forever!

by the way.. the tyre already has some problems b4 saritha took it out for the shoppin trip.. anyway.. the man saw the tyre and we were told it was impossible to repair anymore.. well.. it was very obvious la! should've taken a photo to show u ppl.. it was reeeaallyy bbaadd... it was like the talk of the whole workshop at the petrol kiosk la!

anyway.. the tyre at the other side oso had a whole and saritha had to pay for both to be changed.. finally, it was done..

after the exhaustin one hr.. we finally get to go town once more for the shoppin deal.. anyway.. we went to the open carpark behind centre point and yes.. u guessed it.. i was steerin the wheels while she controlled the pedal so as for us to go into the parallel parking! it was so comical la! a lady walked passed us and i think she was sniggerin through la! anyway.. we were done with it and went for late lunch at lucky plaza's ayam penyet! had a cravin for it and it was delicious!

moved on to cotton on at wisma, got one pullover and 2 3/4 shirt.. cost $40 in total.. worth! got another zara turtleneck for $30.. finally got my tokyo love cd! $26.95.. all in all i spent near $100.. has.. no more shoppin trip already.. my next pay oso dunno when and it's not much at all.. haiz...

didn go for aikido as planned, my skin tear at my little pinky due to the stupid wedge.. i cant do any back roll wif my leg conditions like tt.. i'll rather kill myself.. so.. i shall go for the wed lesson.. james moy sensei.. good!

anyway.. ripping my disc now.. gtg.. bye~

~what shall i do for the next 4 weeks..~

2008-05-26T15:22:00.002+10:00

it's a new week! and im out of job. happy in way. sad in another.
anyway.. am waiting for my mate to pick me up for shoppin therapy.. aikido tonight :) i've no weapons though.
weekends was packed with shoppings and parents meet up session. everything went well and fine. started throwin unused stuff in spore into my large luggage.
thought i saw someone familiar from primary sch in church yesterday. i think he remembers me too. i think.
4 more weeks to go. im unprepared. but im also excited. i'll definitely feel it once i seat in my flight, thinkin shit! this is it.
huv to enjoy my weeks in spore. i will.
gotta get a new skin too. soon.

~countdown 27 days..~

2008-05-22T16:47:00.000+10:00

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Sleeping Beauty

Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.

Sleeping Beauty

75%

Cinderella

63%

Pinocchio

56%

Goofy

56%

Peter Pan

50%

Ariel

38%

The Beast

38%

Snow White

25%

Donald Duck

19%

Cruella De Ville

19%

2008-05-22T16:32:00.000+10:00

The Love Test

My Result: Independent Spirit

You appreciate having the space to do your own thing and don't tend to feel swayed by what others are up to. You're not the type who typically feels the need to hang out at the "cool" clubs or sample the latest restaurants just to say you have. In fact, you may not even know the latest buzz about those things since they really aren't important to you. You probably like to come up with your own ideas of how to spend an entertaining evening and with whom.

What are you?
http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=loveogt&c=50652

2008-05-21T17:27:00.003+10:00

woohoo~ i got my visa!!! yippee!!

well.. basically there's nth much to do now at work.. the new guys came and there's no token for the cockpit.. haha..

huv been facebookin wif alvina since yesterday.. now msnin.. faster.. haha..

well.. basically i think tt's all for now.. ciaoz~

~32 days to go..~

2008-05-20T10:24:00.003+10:00

Good Morning!!

had a wonderful and expensive long weekend... hahaha... everything started on sat..

met rita and saritha for movie, What happens in Vegas.. nice show! then.. it was shopping time!!!!

had lunch at lucky plaza and we had the ever so good ayam penyet! the chili is hot! nice. then.. went to shop ard for luggage.. saw one duffle one which we thought was good enough and thn decided to move on to john little's sale.. it was 20% sale on all items! checked out the luggage too and got one super big one.. was supposed to be $173 but after discount, it was only $143 :) eh... but not enough for home delivery and we didn huv a car.. so.. i decided to buy some DKNY to top it up.

it was plaza singapura up next and aloha! we had the hokkaido ice cream! shopped ard and saritha had to go home to look for dress while me and rita trek back to lucky plaza to get the luggage.. yea.. i bought 2 in total.. but hor.. i felt abit cheated leh.. cuz the new piece which the person gave me doesn seem to look as big as the one on display! haiz.. nvm la.. i shall see the size when i start to fill it up with my stuff...

had to lug tt bag all the way to wisma again as rita went there to get her pyjamas! haha and bath robe.. very pretty one.. lol.. thn it was home sweet home..

Sunday... manage to katok my uncle's car as he followed my family for a weddin dinner in malaysia.. made arrangement wif lyn, gene, zhong, yiya and my bro.. and we headed to vivocity!! i tell u.. IT WAS THEIR VERY HAPPY DAY BECAUSE I WAS THE ONLY ONE PAYING FOR THEIR SHOPPING!!! well.. i offered to buy them a gift.. tt's why.. my bro and zhong chose Tagger bags.. which is super cool la! i wanted to get one for myself but i realsie i got other priorties.. so.. ch-ching~ $300 gone.. it was $150 each.. zhong topped up $50 himsels.. then.. went to ripcurl shop.. yiya chose a pair of ripcurl slippers.. ch-ching~ $40 gone.. and last but not least.. NUM shop.. gene chose a jersey.. ch-ching~ $40 gone.. i had to pay for their food expenses oso.. ch-ching~ another $20 gone..

the car which i was driving was thirsty.. so ch-ching~ another $30 gone.. sent them all back home and i was out wif gene and gang... had dinner at the fisherman's wharves near Central.. the carpark at the Central really sucks.. it starts only at level 5 and u huv to spiral 5 levels b4 u hit the carpark.. was super giddy la.. and worried i'll scratch the car or anything.. :p well.. it was a short night la.. thn went home after tt..

Monday.. Vesak day public holiday.. had a date wif lyn.. but gene decided to follow(my cousin eugene).. went to queensway to get my windbreaker.. yea! it's adidas.. got 2 fbt shorts.. and a skirt which i was forced to buy.. lyn got a pair of shorts from here too.. next we went to ikea for the hot dogs and ice cream.. gene left us to search for his stuff.. anyway.. went to orchard after tt.. it was john little's again for me to get the NY.. haha.. it was so cheap la! lyn was complainin cuz we skipped her far east b4 we went john little's.. hehe.. walked back to far east and it was her time to shop..

she's very kua zhang la!! got 3 shirts, 1 shorts and 2 cardigans.. more than me lor... haha.. but at least she was happy.. i think i made her upset durin dinner at night.. well.. skip.. went to tangs to meet her dad who was there to shop and pick us back.. had yakitori and sugarcane.. very tired after tt..

i had a straight 3 days of shopping... super shagged.. was slping like ard 11pm everyday.. lol..

well.. today.. back to work.. it's my last week of work.. so fast la.. tt time when i just started.. didn expect it to pass so fast.. but well.. time flies.. met nice ppl and well.. i got my allowance.. hahah! alright.. two new guys will be comin in tml.. good luck to them.. so long.. ciaoz!

~33 days to go..~

2008-05-14T10:07:00.002+10:00

good morning everyone!! it's wednesday!!!

didn went for work yesterday as i went for medical check. no worries im perfectly healthy.. it's for the visa application :)

went down to cairnhill place for the x-ray at about 1plus.. didn noe it'll be so fast and my medical appointment was at 4pm.. :P so.. i ended up walking ard and tryin to spend the time till 4pm..

and then.. i saw this wallet at Fossil!!! it's so pretty.. actually there was 2 of it.. hehe.. one was the latest collection while the other one i like it because of its compartments.. i realise i have a fetish for wallets.. hehe... but i almost wanted to buy it la! but yet again... my pay has yet to come.. haiz..

shopped ard hmv and wah!!! i saw a few jap albums which i wanted to buy!! do as infinity, jap drama compilations, utada hikaru and tamaki hiroshi!!!! i shall consider my options very soon..

went for my medical check at 4pm.. well.. it was not tt bad.. ermm.. skip.. nth much..

wanted to buy the book by ah xin of mayday.. the book which he talks about japan.. the one which kenneth has.. T.T but.. kinokuniya does not have it anymore.. went to borders.. they oso dun huv.. so.. i began my search for tt book.. from taka, i went to borders at wheelock.. they dun carry chinese books.. :p.. so.. i went down to bugis and tried at the kinokuniya there.. but to no avail.. haiz..

so.. from bugis.. i decided to travel all the way to changi airport to meet my dear.. she had her exams at the expo and was studyin at the airport after her paper.. finally.. i get to meet her sim frens and im very happy tt she found a nice bunch of ppl.. :) at least.. when i go australia and pat's not ard wif her, she has this group of frens... they're not at all what i was told of by... anyway.. im so glad i can trust her to them. :)

had swensons for dinner and got a lift home.. haha.. her frens were all east side ppl and it was very nice of them to send us back to the west b4 gg back to the east..

well.. nice day and now.. im back to work.. haha.. 2 more weeks to go at this office and it's preparation time! shall go get my luggage soon.. till then.. enjoy the week!

~acquaintance..~

2008-05-12T11:39:00.002+10:00

well well well...

it's MMOONNDDAAYY!!!! and MANCHESTER UNITED WON!!!!!!!!

huv been very busy for the past few days.. for wat u might ask? hehe.. i've been takin half-day off since thurs.. went to check out on air tickets on thurs.. wanted to pay on fri.. but huv yet to receive the eCOE.. so couldnt pay tt day..

but...

received a call after we left tt place.. my idp counsellor called and told me i've received my eCOE!! so.. i went to apply for visa and pay for air ticket on sat.. so.. im confirmed!!!!!

3 more weeks of work! and im gg for my health check tml.. abit not good of me to take leave as and when i like.. but... settling the aus stuff is more important!! muahahah!!!

mother's day was yesterday.. nth much.. hmm.. there was alot of things i wanted to blog.. but.. i forgotten everything already.. nvm..

met up wif the guys on sat night.. for tea.. :p usual hang out.. so impromptu..

next up will be shoppin of my stuff, packing, and not forgetting searchin for accommodation and arrival at the airport.. hopefully saritha will be able to receive her eCOE soon this week.. i managed to avoid payin the extra airport tax which starts TODAY! she has to pay abit more then.. :(

cant believe i'll be leavin singapore in ard 6 weeks time.. and i noe time will zoom by.. tsk.. huv yet to prepare myself mentally... hehe..

my schedule was quite hectic last week, gg through and fro from tuitions at my cousins' place and for aikido trgs.. i've yet to master my rolling technics.. and i noe it's hurtin my shoulder.. i huv to get it right asap! to prevent any major injuries.. haiz..

eh.. nth much le... uploaded photos on facebook.. go check it out yea!

good luck to all who're huvin examinations.. bye!

~when should i hold it..~

2008-05-05T10:59:00.004+10:00

im at a new environment workin now.. not sure if it's good or bad but i'll just huv to be here for the next 4 weeks.. includin tis week..

owe alot of photos.. hehe.. went malaysia wif family on labour day holiday.. it was a nice short trip.. wanted to go johor bahru initially for lunch.. in the end, ended up at kukup for seafood lunch cum dinner..

celebrated chow li chong's belated bdae on sat.. photos will be up soon.. haha.. nice gatherin.. only 5 went.. but it's ok.. comin up will be chew changhong's bdae..

in a state of fearin what's comin in a few weeks time.. findin accommodation now.. huv yet to receive the eCOE, book flight, get the visa or go for healthcheck.. so many things to be done.. huv to prepare myself mentally for the trip too.. it's gg to be a big change.. im sure.

gg for more aikido lessons.. hopefully i wun miss out too much..

abit dazed on wat i've been doin.. well.. all the best... exams for the school kids are on now.. all the best to all my dear cousins.. jia you!

~what the future holds?~

2008-04-28T10:21:00.002+10:00

yoz!! it'ssss monday!!! the start of a new week is always here very fast and soon it'll be the end of the week. it's ard 8 more weeks till i fly to melbourne and well.. it's just ard 56 more days...

huv yet to settle my visa, book my flight or get any accommodation.. just paid my fees only.. haha.. it's like a turnin point in my life which is goin to be a very valuable memory and chance. im startin to feel the sadness of huvin to be alone there without my family members and my frens in singapore.. but.. i'll huv to adapt and move on.. im sure i'll be able to do it.. :)

5 more weeks of work including this new week and aloha! im done wif workin.. then.. it'll come wif the shopping, packing and preparation for my farawell!! hehe.. might be doin some travellin in june b4 i go aus.. might be gg back to malaysia at least.. visit my cousins, grandparents, uncles and aunts.. well... it's really appropriate for me to stop work at the end of may.. at least i huv 3 weeks to meet up wif ppl and prepare myself mentally for the next 2-3 yrs..

right now im actually at my work place and hehe.. no work for me yet... but... i noe there's alot waiting for me.. haiz... ok.. gtg now... bye!

~the excitement is revealing.~

2008-04-24T12:38:00.003+10:00

yea yeA YEa!!!!

I got my full offer from Monash!!!! Yippee!!!!! now it's time for payment, visas, health check, accommodation and book flight, not forgetting my birthday party!! :) Im getting so excited now!!!!! haha!!!

Thank you Lord:) Hallelujah!

gtg go back to work! bye!

~thank you Lord for being so good to me :)~

2008-04-22T10:34:00.002+10:00

well well... time passes very fast... it's another week since my last post...

all the posts seems the same oso... anyway.. will be uploadin photos soon if i huv the time... photos for grandma's birthday celebration..

woke up tis mornin achin all over... went for aikido lesson last night.. phwuah... good man! hehe.. now damn tired.. and feel like gg to pang sai.. :p im actually at workplace now.. hahah!! will go bomb later :)

eh.. dun think got anything else le... just updates for a week.. well.. it was pat's birthday yesterday.. and went for samuel's 21st birthday celebration on sat.. ok.. gtg.. bye!

~i want my full offer..~

2008-04-15T10:02:00.002+10:00

well... one week later... it is a new week again...

and im damn tired...

didn get to go ecp tis weekend.. was babysitting my cousins on sunday.. stayed over their place, brought them to dinner, fetched them to school yesterday mornin and pick their dad from airport last night.. was super tired..

went for aikido on fri and im really loving it!! will be considerin takin the multi-dojo scheme which i'll get to train more at diff places.. the only problem is huv to travel.. and my trg dates will huv to be pack back to back on a few days..

ermm.. i think nth much already.. bye.

~beauty sleep i need you..~

2008-04-08T17:21:00.002+10:00

yoz! it's a new week!! haha..

went ecp on sun evenin for a cycling session.. it was quite dark by the time we reached... went all the way to changi.. the exciting part was the returnin part... we were cycling at a reasonable speed but suddenly, 2 guys zoomed by and thought it was funny... not to be outbeaten by two miserable guys... we decided to overtake them again... they werent expecting it so when we zoomed by them, they were taken aback and wif their ego... they couldn take it.. so... we were racing!! haha!! me and abidah got shook off due to many ppl crossin at the zebra crossin near the hawker centre.. so.. we tried to chase again when we realise tht the guys were thinkin tt we were not gg to overtake them again.. so... at the slope.. SLOPE hor... zoom~~~ we overtook them again!!! haha!!! they were like 'kaoz'!! haha.. our speed was super fast la.. but after overtaking them, me and abidah started laughing so hard tt it slowed down our cycling.. haha.. it was damn funny to see how the guys reacted... they couldn take it when we overtook them! super funny..

then.. we decided to take it slow.. we were racing like for the whole stretch of ecp and i was still aching from the aikido lesson from friday... hehe.. i was half complaining but i couldn take it when we were overtaken by the two guys.. haha!

anyway.. gg off now!! work~ bye!

~cycling and aikido rocks!~

2008-04-05T01:55:00.002+11:00

woohoo~~ it's friday!!! and i started my first aikido lesson!!! yea! aikido rocks!!! looking forward for the next lesson.. yup. the teachers are so friendly.. haha.. though quite alone without any frens.. i'll try to catch up watever i can and be able to join the rest.. im the most junior right now.. hehe.. falling and turnin.. i think im gonna ache bad tml..

work is fine.. being able to complete tasks i was given which has dateline next week.. which means i completed earlier.. haha..

tml will be gg to sao mu.. well.. not much le.. bye!!

~aikido rocks!!~

2008-04-02T12:00:00.002+11:00

morning! in the middle of work now... anyway.. some random thoughts..

everyday when i leave my house for work, it will be pitch dark in the morning and everyone, or about most ppl will still be fast asleep.. when i come home, it is also dark but it is night.. and everyone, or most, will be fast asleep..

basically when the day is bright, im out working... well.. shao's coming over to work tml at campus 2 while saritha's comin over to campus 1.. well.. ever since those ppl leavin for poly left the temp job, we, the ppl leavin for monash are takin over the jobs.. haha.. i noe the place is abit far but SHAO, U GET TO GO STRAIGHT FROM MRT OK... haha.. hopefully u'll enjoy ur very relax job... me and saritha put in alot of good things for u ok!

anyway.. gg to continue wif work.. bye!

~full offer please..~

2008-03-28T10:46:00.003+11:00

everyday when i travel to work, i'll get to see the sun rise. :) however, today's sun rise was extraordinary.. maybe it's because i took the earlier bus. today, while parts of singapore was still grey, i saw this big orange yolk from afar.. it was not blinding but soothing. it was so round and orangey that the sky around it was literally painted with orange paint. through my entire journey through kallang stadium that area, i got to see how the sky turned from orange to yellow and gradually fading to the colour of the sky... it was a nice morning!

and... IT'S FRIDAY!!!!

haven felt like looking forward for fridays for a long time.. ever since i started work.. i realised how important fridays are to me.. no plans for the weekends yet.. because i thought my parents would've wanna make a trip to penang... haiz.. was lookin forward to it.. maybe next weekend thn..

was supposed to go ecp for exercise both yesterday and the day before.. however, due to our work ending late... we ended up huvin dinner at bedok... char kway teow, roti johns and nasi goreng ayam sambal... plus teh cino ais, teh and honeydew juice.. and the company of saritha and abidah! and saritha drove... from east to west.. those hu noe her..u should noe why i highlighted this event... haha! anyway.. saritha oso got a job at northlight! but we're at different campus... im at the main campus while she's at campus 2.. so much for being able to work together... well.. hopefully they'll need more temp staff and she can work wif us!

well.. gtg..my bosses are here to give me jobs! so long!!

~beauty sleep.. wait for me tonight..~

2008-03-21T23:47:00.002+11:00

ermm.. this might sound outrageous... but well.. i just had my dinner... and it's homecook beehoon... wif abalone... so it's abalone beehoon.. :p i didn really ate much of the abalone though.. taste weird when it's cooked like tt.. haha

went for good friday service at st teresa churh... very pretty church.. but the service very long today.. near 2hrs.. hmm.. didn touch meat today.. :o

anyway.. it seems like it's gg to be a busy weekend but i doubt it.. im just makin my life look colourful.. haha! alright.. gtg..

~i'm still waiting~