Soaring for freedom

Sunday, August 31, 2008

hello everyone! it's sunday again! nth to be really happy about actually.. cuz im still stuck wif the mugging season... i cant believe im usin the term 'mug' so often now.. anyway.. there's two more test comin up this mon and tue which im seriously not prepared at all!!! shit. intro to finance and intro to financial accounting is seriously a pain in the ass.

finance i doubt it'll be too hard as it's more like econs.. it's accounting im worried for! my basics sucks big time and it's all so theory!! im like really soooo dead la... even though it's multiple choices and short answer, i have a feelin im not gg to score well for my 10%.. finance is 30% laggy worse.. haiz.. all the best to me..

anyway.. some photos for amusement.. took it on fri when we went for groceries shopping..

as usual... my megamegawatts smile! :) alot of the trees here are turnin pink.. there's one outside my house. yuck.
hehe! it was a sunny day!

saritha said she like this photo becuz her hair was high up... :p
and i seriously dunno wat's so funny...
we took about 3 similar photos and in all 3, she refuse to smile! act cool only.. bah.
i like the effect but she dun... pls agree wif my point of view..
last one.. her shadow died in the end! woohoo~
ok.. im seriously being very lame here! freak. anyway.. i should go now.. have wasted half of my day doin nth but slp... time to study.. ta~
~i'm going after the impossible.. but.. impossible can be possible.. heck.~

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

in the middle of my quick nap b4 i commence my law assignment, i was disturbed by a sudden warrant search by the warrant officers.

seriously. im not joking.

there's was ard 3 who came into the house first and we were all rounded up in the kitchen. as im typin this, the officers are still in the house. they just left.

our passports were being checked and a few more officers came in from the back door. this time, one came wif the baton. it was kinda scary and exciting which im not sure wat to feel already. they surrounded the house somemore!! can see those car light flickering.. if u noe wat i mean..

apparently, they got information that there was one person living here without a visa. there's only 3 of us here. me and my fren obviously got our visa as we're here for studies! we've even got our work permit stamp. anyway, i think our housemates visa has expired, and he still here in aus. however, i think they huv someone else on mind and they found another one with their luck. our whole house was being searched and well, totally disturbed my supposedly power nap..

me and my fren were cleared and we scooted off to our rooms. one thing to note, the officers were tall and hot and smells nice la!! haha!

anyway.. it totally derailed my thoughts in my work..

just when i thought things are gettin back on rail and no more events, bigger things happen.. how wonderful.. how eventful!

my life is filled wif surprises and more surprises.. my heart is gettin weaker while im tryin to get stronger.. take care now.. i'll try to complete my work asap.


~i wonder what will happen... disappeared..~

Sunday, August 24, 2008

finally! i got to drink milo! haha! how wonderful is tt?!

went to church this mornin and had lunch at clayton.. did another round of shoppin for groceries.. seriously the amount of things we have to carry every week doesn seem to drop.. anyway.. got milo! it's aud$5.19 for a 450gm can.. well.. it's useful.. got tofu and chai por too.. lup chiong oso.. will be cookin tonight! haha! haven been cookin for the week except for some beans and noodles... well.. assignments period.. cant expect much.. not sure of wat to cook oso.. seems sian already..

hmmm.. nth much already.. bye!


~another round of australian company law..~

Saturday, August 23, 2008

minasan konichiwa!

well.. im bored.. it's the weekends but it feels like any other weekdays to me... tryin my very best to mug and complete my law assignment..

2 assignments down so far.. intro to financial accounting grp assignment and data modelling and computing assignments have been handed up! great.. next up.. australian company law assignment due this coming thursday... how fun.. and the following week, mid-test comin up for intro to financial accounting and intro to finance.. how fun can tt be?!

damn.

feel so shitty. shit.

im always lookin forward to see new emails in my inbox. so ppl, pls email me.. im seriously deprive of emails.. haha! i just love the thrill of seeing and replyin emails.. wat rubbish i noe. :p

talk to one of my long lost fren online the other day on msn.. it's been near 5 yrs since we last met and tt fellow is soon gg to be married! how time flies.. miss the days when we were playin music together.. he and his gf look so sweet... God bless them :) hopefully he better arrange his wedding plans on a date where i'll be in spore!! haha! im such a bitch.. but since i'll be in melbourne for the whole of next yr.. he only has the yr end to choose! lol. well.. it's not up to me i noe.. hopefully will get to meet him and his partner this yr end when i go back.. :) wish him all the best!

haiz.. im soo jealous.. kns.. i dun care what u ppl think of me.. desperate, emo, bhp.. watever.. it's wat im thinkin and feel and it's not u.

nth much already.. life's been the same so far.. i cant wait for the end of 2 more weeks and i'll be free!! from assignments and test for at least 2 weeks b4 i start my final last assignment.. thn.. it'll be the major exams..

once the exam time tables are out, will be bookin flights back soon.. hmm.. shall see la... not sure if anyone wans me back anyway.. alright.. bye ppl.. take care..


~it's been so long since i've last heard.. well it's not that long but time is passing so slow for me and hence..~

i shall not think too much again.. if not history will repeat and i'll be the loser of my own game once again..

Sunday, August 17, 2008

hi ppl! since this is MY blog.. i guess i should put more photos of MYSELF! haha!

ok.. im gg to stop being emo for awhile.. but i noe soon it's gonna kick back in.. anyway.. some photos taken this mornin while i walked to church..

started drizzling.. well.. i only had my hood for cover.. Catholic Church of St Peter.. the one i attend every sunday.. pretty hor??
i dunno wat i was thinkin.. but yea.. on the way back..

thinkin? stoning? whatever...
some joker tied the shoe on the cables... it was damn funny.. and it's been there for quite some time..
love the sun :)
perfect!
last but not least.. me again! yea.. whatever..
2 assignments are due this week.. accounting is done.. next is data modelling and computing.. sian.. well.. enjoy the new week ppl! take care and huv fun!
~if you have faith, you will get it.. be strong..~

Saturday, August 16, 2008

hey ppl.. another emo post...

went to church for the assumption of our lady mass just now... it was 8 degrees outside and was rainin.. not alot of ppl.. as compared to spore.. maybe it's too cold..

anyway.. on the way back, i was thinkin to myself...

'how wonderful it is if i have someone to think about and knowing that that someone is also thinking about me...'

great huh.. i do huv my family and frens to think of.. but tt's not what i mean.. anyway kudos to those who understand. bah.

been studyin law like mad.. but not mad enough.. im being shot down. terribly.

enjoy the weekends ppl!


~it's going to be a bad habit.. what if...~

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

i'm in coldness..


~i don't know what to expect anymore.. i'm reaching my limit i think..~

Monday, August 11, 2008

well.. randomness of the day..

a pic of me and brian.. known him for near 10 yrs.. more to sae? lol.
actually.. i just miss my flute and how i looked like 3 yrs back...


~surprisingly surprised.. paranoid..~
the worst fear i have is to destroy friendships with my own hands..

*sign*


~so sorry.. i didn't mean it. i really hope it won't affect in anyway. but i know the damage is done. i'm a jerk.~



i just need someone to rant to.
where?
hihi! it's sunday.. ermm.. monday liao.. anyway nth to be happy about for both days.. :p

went to church in the mornin.. and went city alone.. kinda emo.. but too bad.. i dun huv a bf to go dating or a group of frens to enjoy the sunday.. im sour i noe.

shopped ard.. lookin at stuff.. actually i did quite abit of shopping.. :p well.. once in awhile i guess it's ok.. since i huv no other entertainments.. movies are expensive.. i dun work.. huv been studyin.. so i guess shoppin is the only break i huv.. :(

saritha came in the afternoon for a quick lunch wif me b4 she went off to meet her fren and get her hair cut. got the country road bag.. dunno why oso... :p but good for sch use.. very big..

got another sportsgirl bag too.. it was on discount.. used to be $59.95... but went down to $19.95.. so it's worth... :) it's big! and leather-like.. haha! love it! so i got 2 bags in a day...

got 2 palettes of eye shadow from sportsgirl too.. i like the colour! haha.. i noe im spendin..

went to dfo to get the coat... got a shade oso.. haiz.. so sian.. haiz.. no life..

anyway.. chatting wif my cousin online now.. she's shittin while web-camming wif me.. :p

alright.. nth much.. bye..


~i just wan someone to talk to.. well.. whatever..~

Thursday, August 07, 2008

some random photos i took on the way to church last sunday..

clayton is the part im walking towards to.. 1km.. christmas anyone??
hehe..
my shadow..
laughin at my shadow.. im amazed by shadows..
st peter's church..
the rails..

ok.. tt's it.. this week is about to end.. 2hrs more of lessons tml and im done wif the week.. groceries shoppin tml too.. haha.. nth else le.. bye!
~presence of the rat can be felt..~

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

THERE WAS A RAT IN MY ROOM!!!

seriously, i was freaking out! i was sleeping while i got awaken by some disturbing sounds.. abit blur tt i was from waking, i realise tt noise came from my rubbish bin! it was like some fumbling sounds and the content in my rubbish bin was a tissue box, pringles bottle and some tissue wet wif coke... i think tt's why the rat got attracted to it.. i should've cleared my rubbish bin b4 sleeping...

i knew sth was gg to happen when i cleared the coke today.. but due to my trust in whatever, i decided tt i can leave it as tt and do the clearin maybe later... so..... stupidly, it attracted the rat!

i think it ran out b4 i turn on my tablelights.... and thn... i msned saritha immediately while i kept myself in a ball on my bed... not daring to do anything but wait.. :p

thn.. she came in to turn on the lights for me while i still refuse to step onto the floor... but slowly.. i had to muster the courage to go empty the bin as it was risky for a second time... and i finally did it wif cautious...

haiz.. wat an eventful night.. now im tryin to go back to slp.. :p

lesson learnt: Always empty the rubbish bin before you sleep...

alright ppl.. wish me luck.. bye..


~awake or asleep..~

Sunday, August 03, 2008


i miss my brother...


~sudden pang of sadness..~

Saturday, August 02, 2008

morning ppl!

ok fine.. this shall be an english post since i've got ppl complaining... :p lol!

anyway.. nth much's gg on.. felt tt this week was quite hectic due to the tutorials, presentation, assignments due dates... well.. it's just the beginning..

our internet was refreshed yesterday! meanin we huv a new quota to use this month... but damn.. some fellow has already chalked up 12% on the 12GB usage for the day... shit la... only first day leh.. if he uses 12% everyday... gg... i'll huv very laggy internet for the rest of the month.. so inconsiderate... haiz.. cant wait to kick him out man!

went groceries shoppin yesterday.. bought my tidbits as usual.. lol! now my cupboard is damn full of it! borrowed 'nobody knows'.. very nice~~~ love the show..

so yesterday was a day for me to slack... meanin today after lunch.. i'll huv to start doin my work.. anyway it's 12.30pm now... haha! i just woke up la... nice to slp u noe.. the weather here.. my heater.. nice quilt.. nth to do on sat.. so slp lor.. :p

okok.. nth much le.. bye ppl! take care!


~i'm studious.. hahahaha~