我。。

对于我的人生，我其实有很多梦想。。

小时候，我曾希望自己能当一名出色的医生或演奏家。。但是，这些应该没办达成了吧。。

不能挽回的，就好不要想太多。。目前，我可以做的，就是读好我的书，并且规划将来想做的事。已经活了二十年，对于想做的事，我也有所概念。。 也觉得是时候为自己做打算。

也许我的父母有可能不能接受我这种想法，但他们必须知道，我也需要成长的过程。也许有一天我的决定是错的，至少我尝试过，而在那个时候，父母就会是我的避风港。。对于我父母对我的教育，我觉得很感激，至少我知道自己的分寸，做事前会思考很多，有时也想得太过多。。没办法放手一搏，因为太在意后果。。

对于亲子关系，我觉得就好像在放风筝。。风筝线放太长，就无法控制，失去了漂亮的风筝。。 但如果线太短，就会有随时都会断掉的可能性，永远失去了漂亮的风筝。。不过，如果风筝线保持在最好的距离，风筝就能自由的飞翔，也不会失去它的美丽。。


感触好多哦。。好啦。。该说别的事了。。 今年的暑假，好想和朋友去旅行。。又不想花父母的钱。。最重要的是能够得到父母的认同。。我知道父母会认为现在我的年龄不适合自己旅行，也会担心。。但学习不知是出于课本和作业，长到这么大，我也很清楚自己的学习习惯。。

我承认自己应该算幸福了。。虽然不算多，但也有幸的去了好几个国家。。马来西亚，印尼，泰国，台湾，日本，越南和澳洲。。实际上，我还没真的走过泰国和印尼，越南的记忆也是好遥远。。如果可以，我希望今年底能和朋友一起到越南或台湾再一次。。也许你会问我为什么不和家人一起旅行。。但我会告诉你并不是我不要。。而是觉得和家人一起出国，应该到美丽的地方。。

虽然我想去的地方也很美。。但我想要的其实是能够自己规划旅程，从中学习如何应付订购和找想要去的地方。。如果和家人出国，一切都会已经为我安排好，好处是我不需要担心费用！但如果是自己出国，我必须仔细做好调查和思考。。

就好像我在澳洲读书，虽然父母会在我缺钱时把钱汇给我，但我还是需要规划好应该怎么运用这笔钱。。我相信过了这两年，我应该也会成长许多。。等到那时，我应该会看看过去我所学习和所做的一切。。

好了。。说了这么多，我也应该继续努力了。。希望年未能计划和朋友出国吧！

大家保重！


~谢谢你们对我的信赖。。但我必须成长。。~

hi all! it's sunday~

well.. nth to be happy about.. cuz nth much to do.. really tired out.. went for groceries shoppin yesterday at clayton..

from my house, it's more than 1 km walk to clayton.. and it takes the same back.. just to save money on bus, we walked.. :p had to carry alot of stuff yesterday.. it was a week's supply of food.. and we dun huv a car.. it was cold and imagine how miserable i was.. :( two full big bags filled wif milk, bread, sauces.. and a sling bag wif bottles of sauces too.. im achin all over now..

tt's not about it.. it was only first part of shoppin yesterday and today.. it was the second round.. just becuz we couldnt carry all we needed to get in one day.. went clayton again walking for another few kilometres and got the essentials today.. pots, flour, sugar.. tsk.. if only someone would stop their car and send us back..

it was not the worst.. the worse came when it started to rain!!! it was freezin la!! cant put my hands into my pocket for warmth becuz im holdin the stuff.. and i got drenched for the second time of the day...

side track.. had laksa last night! in the courtesy of shao's mum, who sent over the packed laksa paste.. it was not too bad.. but im missin katong laksa!!! went to church this mornin... showered and went off... it was oso more than 1km away from my place as it's near clayton.. while walkin.. it started to pour heavily!!! i didn bring a cap and my jumper didn huv a hoody.. so.. wif my almost dried hair, it became drenched again.. i walked into the church wif wet hair.. :( well.. at least when im in the church, i got warmth..

alright.. nth much already.. will be doin the laundry tml and will be cooking for a week of suppy to pack into the fridge.. hopefully i'll not get sick of the food.. :p and im still hopin tt i'll get to meet new ppl and make new frens.. ok.. bye ppl and take care!


~i'm longing for..~

hihi! it's one month since i've been in melbourne!! huv settled down and everything.. so no worries ok!

tutorials huv started and they're a chore.. :p huv been studyin i guess.. nth much to do everyday.. not like in spore.. can drive to anywhere i wan.. haiz.. quite borin though.. apart from studyin.. it's still studyin.. if not, i'll be busy thinkin of wat to prepare for dinner or busy doin my laundry..

in spore, apart from studies, there are still activities gg on such as tuitions and meetin up wif frens.. huv yet to make new frens though.. haiz.. the orientation was more like lectures.. didn join other activities too.. haiz..

will find more stuff to do soon.. anyway.. gtg do tutorials.. meetin alvina tml! yippee!! we're gg chaddy!!

alright! take care everyone~


~因为需要而努力，但努力并不代表一切。。 加油。~

alright! photos up! my room!

anyway. it's only one side of the room.. cuz the other side very empty.. nth to take.. :p

my bed and desk.. my bear on the pillow!

went to get the drawers and bookstand just now and it's much neater than havin books lyin ard.. :)

the new shoe rack i bought just now too! the laundry basket and dustbin..
alright.. tht's quite about my room.. nth much.. sch's on tue onwards.. nth much now.. weather here is so unpredictable.. suddenly rain, suddenly wind blow.. haiz.. anyway.. updates will be comin in often i guess.. if im not lazy :)

ok! take care everyone!

~conquer the laziness.. ~

i wanted to upload photos.. but i think we've exceed the bandwidth... haiz.. will try my luck again later in the day.. im in my new room anyway.. nights..


~what shall i do..~

yo yoz! konbawa! it's 11pm now!!

life in melbourne has been great so far! lessons huv started.. still waiting to get certain books.. it's unreasonably expensive here.. :p tutorials starts next week and well.. hope everything goes on fine..

i movin into my new room tml after we've cleaned up the place!! it's still abit dirty now even though the other guy had moved out.. waiting for the vacuum so that i can vacuum the place too..

it rains quite often here which makes the weather quite cold.. however.. there's always rainbow visible after or during the rain!! it's very exciting for me! tried takin the photos of it but not very clear as i didn use my camera.. was usin my phone haha! will try to get more photos soon! meanwhile.. bear wif the photos i took.. go facebook to see ya!

meanwhile all the best for everyone!

me and saritha! alright.. gtg! nights!


~坚强和独立会让我慢慢的成长。。成长的过程虽然会有点难熬，但相信和坚持一定会让一切比较容易度过。。~

哈咯！第一次用华文写不咯个！ 应该蛮有意思吧！但是如果有什么错字请多多包涵。。因为太久没用华文写作了。

目前我人在澳洲墨尔本。以今在这里三个星期了，还在适应这里的环境。现在这里是冬季，所以天气还算蛮冷的。但也不会说冷到全身冻僵！所以在家的家人们，请不要为我但心，我会好好照顾自己，反振我还有蛮多‘油’的！

在这来临的星期二我将开课了。到时拿到书单，将会立刻告诉你们我需要买什么书。虽然有点害怕不适应这里读书的方式，但我也知道我必须在这种环境下磨练自己。

饮食方面你们应该不会太担心我对吗？我的吃住都还蛮好的。这几天都有在为自己下厨，也还没让自己和朋友食物中毒！过几天会把我们所煮的食物照片update!

每个星期天我一定会到教堂去。很喜欢这里的教堂，因为他很平静，也觉得很有安全感。

不知道还应该写什么，但希望家里的每个人都会健健康康，快快乐乐，好好照顾自己。也希望我的朋友们过得快快乐乐！我也要在此停笔了。晚安。


~对你们的思念，我不会用言语说明，但会放在我心中。。~

hihi! the long awaited photos.. hehe.. anyway i've changed the template.. it's still in one of my favourite colours!

the people who sent me off on the 23rd june.. terminal 3 changi airport.. preparing..
my cousins and brother..
again :)
the people who sent both me and saritha off..
aunt regina and uncle neo..

PJC.. :)
PJCL..
the aes ppl..

once again.. i'll definitely miss the outings..
the 'young' ppl!

my family..
my grandparents..
the family members who sent me off.. thank you!
thanks again!!

oh well.. tt's it for now.. for more photos of melb and wat i've been doin, check out my facebook ok :) take care everyone!

~waiting for my room..~

hi everyone!

i've found a place to stay!!! haha! the condition of it is better than the first one we had on our first day in melbourne but at least the landlord is way better than the previous one. :) really lucky and thank God for this. if we're not happy wif the place, the landlord has other units for us too.

the heater is not workin very well though.. brr.. cold at night.. will be gg for a shoppin trip later to get all the essential stuffs.. anyway.. we're still sharing a room as im waiting for one of the guys to move out next week and i'll take over the room.. there's oso a little dog in the house.. very tame.. but shits all over the place.. the owner is one retard.. he lets the dog shits in his room while his away in sydney for the next whole week.. poor dog has no food..

anyway.. orientation is simply the most boring thing ever here now.. not really attendin any.. lessons startin next week.. will be meetin new people i guess.. gg to huv two diff classes from saritha so we'll be makin other new frens..

currently it's 4 degree celcius in melbourne and im freezin.. hopefully everything goes on well from now.. :) since i huv internet access at my new place.. more updates till then and sorry for not postin any photos yet!

take care everyone!


~hallelujah praise the Lord!~

Hello people!

This is my third post from melbourne and im usin the school's comp. haha!

still looking for the accommodation.. enrolments and registrations are done. had abit of problems wif choosin the units as i didn take accounting 2 in tmc.. so frustratin.. huv to use up my only open electives to do sth which im so not interested in.. data modelin and computin.. instead of takin a language.. japanese.. haiz.. it seems tt i can only take the level one modules for japanese in the first semester but now im in the second.. huv to either wait for next sem or take the level two.. which i dun huv any basics at all.. haiz.. and.. i huv to use up my electives this sem.. so no choice.. haiz..

abit sian about my course oso.. y? becus there's alot of asians in this course!! it's freaking crazy la! most of the people mainly comes from china, indonesia and malaysia.. i've yet to see any singaporeans yet. haiz.. hopefully i'll get to make new frens.. becuz im gg straight into second yr.. and most ppl were already here from first yr.. which sucks for me la.. anyway.. all the best for my studies... especially law.... haiz...

anyway.. past few days had been fun and tiring.. the walk from the motel to the school's bus loop is damn far.. it sucks la.. especially when u're damn tired..

went to the city on wed again.. met a bunch of tmc ppl.. haha!! it was like an outin for us lor.. the day started out wif me, saritha and shao.. was supposed to meet inez at melbourne central.. she brought another fren along, ernie.. and thn we met ricky.. 6 of us went for jap food along the chinatown.. clarine joined us for lunch..

next up, went to southern cross.. DFO for shopping.. met hema and her fren.. there were 8! after some shopping.. elis, divesh and matthew were next up.. there were 11! jasmine joined us from berwick and there were 12! ricky's room mate came and there were 13!

by dinner time, some had to leave but some more joined in.. hema and fren, ricky and frens left.. met jeff and william too.. had dinner at dessert house.. okok.. big portion.. ok taste.. asian food..

went to crown after tt.. there was a casino there.. didn went in though.. walked all the way back to flinders to catch a train back.. it was a long journey.. had to take train, bus and walk.. was a very nice day though.. got to see the nice scenary of melbourne city's night.

settled the time-tabling yesterday and went to chaddy.. walked alot and well.. tired..

well.. tt's all for now.. will be gg for some inspection later.. hopefully it's nice and we'll be able to move in immediately! prays!


~accepting the fact that i'm here..~